HELLO GOODBYE

I felt accomplished today! I finished my accounts tutorial, my BOE and my speech for thursday's PS lesson. I rock! =D

So today was rest day from school and training for the week. school's been pretty less happening considering its jus the first week. just client interviews which i tink my group screwed, and more cancelled lessons, which are definitely LOVES! =D

oh well, next beach comp is NUM. 21 july. i cant wait. its like with ah ye, alvin and elaine. they are damn strong can. I have high expectations for myself to be on par with them.

and and. harry potter is gonna be out. im deeply engrossed in reading the order of the phoenix. super fansinating though its e second time im reading. Qirui was like "I dun like harry potter" and i went. WHY!!!!!!!!! like. who doesnt like harry potter? the movie is kick asss! and i thought back, guess its e same as myself discriminating spiderman. cheh.

transformer soon. so many things to do so lil time. longer holidays please!

HAPPY 5TH, MY DUMB!! =D

Monday! the beginning of the week, the beginning of school since the 2 weeks of holiday which everyone cant bear to let go of. Holiday had been real love.

So apart from all e rushing of contract project which was finally due TODAY, everything else was joy.

OH anyway, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO CHIA HUIMING! I wished her skinner days ahead. hopefully it will come true. anyway, its beach on saturday. real long since i last went. okay. i din wan to get any darker. but the temptation was too hard to resist. den it was a whole day of beach vball before gg on to an earlier celebration for huiming's bday.

everybody, birthday girl! =D

people!

HAHAHA anyway, gf, if yr reading this, I HOPE U ENJOYED YA DAY!! =D

Browsing through my frenster earlier, it made me realise how much everyone had grown. Just from the way people and myself typed testimonials, it tickles me each time i read those testimonials.

Suddenly i miss being a kid. I no longer mind people telling me,

"your just a kid la. u dun understand"

although this is one sentence i used to detest deeply. It jus sets me thinking, "FINE! I wanna grow up!!" but yes, upon reaching adulthood, i rather the innocent days when im deem not to understand anything. I mean seriously, who cares. I wanna be the kid that play cooking, barbie and dress up. stay over at cousin's and stay up talking all night long in the dark to avoid auntie's suspision. Look for daddy when i wan a "horse ride" and licking strawberry ice cream off my fingers while im at the park.

Then when im alil older, running off straight after school to play block catching and blind mice at playgrounds. Then feel the fear of getting reprimands from mummy when im back home. Yet i know she will apply medicine that yellow medicine for me and wipe my tears dry while i cry. I never use to realise tha could be such a blessing when im growing older. cos when im back home now with a bruise on my knee, she will go "Rmb to apply medication yrself."

And when im become a teen, i wanna wear my school uniform. Neatly and shirt tucked in with perfectly NON ankle socks. fringe up and no coloured clips. And i no longer have to dodge and hide when disciplinary mistress pass by. I wanna throw eraser at Melvin and Jarryl, while alliance with Qiling and Michelle. den secretly smsing in class when teacher wasnt looking. Feel that kinda embarrassment when Im made to stand during assembly cos i forgot my tie. and the hassle in school life when I hurried to school everyday to copy my maths homework before lesson starts. Most of all, the times when i tried to skip trg by saying we had period and cant make it. Its fun. Its love.

I miss those days. Its amazing how everyone had grew. My frens, my family. everybody. It seems like life is alil too fast paced to slow down to feel each and every moments with your love ones. Many times i failed to show how much i love them. Often i failed to cherish that moments with i held with me, only to feel the pain when they are gone.

People too.

now i tink i miss you. and i hope you will just be well.

Mika; my new indulgence.

His songs makes me sing along! =D

"say love, say love, oh loves gonna get you down!"

He is like, a modern 80's singer. vintage yet modern. Real talent. who cares whether or not he is gay with tight and high pants...

He just makes my day! =D

I HATE THIS!

jus kill it.

I successfully advertised my brownie. everyone loves it. apparently it isnt hard n dry anymore when i wake up in e morning. so.. i decided to decorate the brownies for my mates and beee with M&Ms

B for babeeeee

and this is for besties =)

super fun day. its pasir ris with ming ming n qi qi. HAHAHA! shall just let the pictures do the talking.

its huiming,

and kitty

along the empty road in pasir ris.....

and US AGAIN! =)

After that, it's back to school for training. so.

on e way, we found beautiful RAINBOW!

then came across our shadow.

And back in school....

the people

and finally. me and Jamie

Its been a fun filled day. anyway, had a small girls chat with sis on e way home from chalet about boyfriends, parents and friends. i figured the best way to gain a person's trust is communication. im working on that with daddy. =)

BED TIME!

I baked today... fudge brownie while mummy made jellies. but i tink it failed terribly. OKAY. usually it turns out fine.. BUT today I tot it was abit too soft. so i decided to bake longer... jus 15mins longer? and after a few hours. the brownie turns alil... dry n hard.

UGH! nvm. See, I made it sincerely with love for my people. hunn is gonna finish everything anyway. and Im sure people whom I offered the brownie will be appreciative and eat them up. It will be finished in no time and I can bake another one! =) wahahahaha. way COOL! xD

tmr will be outing with huiming n kitty. and raudhah? im excited. its been long since I blade. like... MONTHS?! oh well. the skills wun be lost, I hope.
then training. right. a day of exercise exercise exercise! I hope it will help to reduce fats. yes. i hope.

anyway. just when im typing this.. huiming and i were chatting online.

so she borrowed my sentosa islander card. and.......

HUIMING says:
no prob. thanks for lending me
`doughnut__• •*` says:
haha. shut. dun act polite can
`doughnut__• •*` says:
HAHAHHA
HUIMING says:
i'm really sincere.
HUIMING says:
u wanna eat my jelly?
HUIMING says:
i made it to thank u
`doughnut__• •*` says:
ehh i also got jelly. mummy made for chalet
`doughnut__• •*` says:
and i made brownies also
`doughnut__• •*` says:
i bring tmr. we exchange ok =)
HUIMING says:
OKIE!

she sounds excited. PERFECT!
I found my best friends to taste my wonderful brownie! =)

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Its 14th june, 1am

and i just submitted my apel work which was due on 13th july.

i still took my own sweet time. Im so gonna fail apel. APEL!! somebody save me.....

its just another day of sitting around looking at my boy .

=)

and you noe hun, just when i intend to praise you in this entry, you did it again.
like cracking jokes which are totally not funny. and kept repeating what you said ON PURPOSE to irritate me.

seriously. sometimes you just make me feel like strangling you so u will keep quiet. mabbe with a few slaps to remind u not to irritate me.

but again. u noe i wont do it bee x)
i realise i got seriously high tolerance level for you okay. even when i told you what that scratching me continously irritates me ALOT, u still try to do it. just ONE MINUTE after i told u that. hahaha.

anyway, im nice. and i decided to tolerate longer. like sit and wait for u for 3 hrs while i look at sth that totally dun interest me? still, worth the while. cos its time with u, hun. =)

<3

st hilda's AL got championship for under 19. AGAIN. haha.

been watching them play this few weeks. and i think what reali brought them this far, was not only their skills. but mainly their team spirit. somehow. it makes me feel good even just watching. =)

presenting the hunks. enjoy!

hahaha. of cos.. credits to ME! ME ME ME!!

and i managed to catch darl in e air blocking. oh well. not very nice shots. but still sth x). whrs his left hand?! hahaha!! magic, people!

dont blame me. he stinks. really.

den comes the favourite of the day

i dunnoe. i just love this picture. its just nice. aaron being the main focus and teammates at e back grd. all in a row. yet randomly took. yes. im proud of it. =)

anyway, my laptop is now dissected. bee's uncle helped me took out the hard disc and retrieve the data. much thanks. x) and yes i took a cab home, the uncle was driving at 110km on e expressway. and he kepy cutting lanes. my heart nearly dropped. horrible. but im homed in 15mins. from sembawang? hahaha. still good in a way. x)

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did anybody watched AGENT CODY BANKS on tv ?

so. i decided my wildest dream is to become an agent. like...

*RINGG*
Agent BOSS: You got an assignment today.
Me: yes sir, what about?
Agent BOSS: you have to locate a stolen 100 million worth crystal for us.
Me: yes sir. i'll be on my way.
Agent BOSS: keep yr cellphone on. and bring along all yr equipments. we will contact you. and keep a low profile.
Me: yes sir. i ensure mission will be completed!

den i put on my suit and WHOOMP! off i go~~

hahaha. yes my wildest dream. most probably in real life i'll jus try to find the long lost 10dollar crystal mummy bought for me when she was at hongkong. oh well. thats wad dream is abt. something unreachable. x)

anyway. went shopping and was a disappointment. i realised the jeans i wanted from river island look horrible. there is this zip at the side near e ankle area. it spoils everything. nevermind. save money.its a good $130
im financially handicapped now. but somehow i dunnoe whr my mone goes to. its time to save anyway. 2 weeks holiday means nth without money.

darln is at bugis. i wanna go bugis too. i wanna get that darn laptop fixed. its still not coperating and i cant upload pictures. boring shit. i shuld just throw rocks at it.

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many times i tried, but the words wont spill.

perhaps i noe how silly it will sound.

btw pictures will be off now. laptop screwed.

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Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try, yeah
So this is goodbye

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= Lee.W says:
fun being eeting huh
`doughnut__••*` says:
not really, all i get to do is HAHAHAHA
= Lee.W says:
idiot.
= Lee.W says:
i do much better den that
`doughnut__••*` says:
like haha!
`doughnut__••*` says:
and ha!
`doughnut__••*` says:
and HAHAHA!
`doughnut__••*` says:
=x
= Lee.W says:
'yes
= Lee.W says:
and u?
= Lee.W says:
=x

NOTICE
= Lee.W is eeting.
`doughnut__••*` is LeeWei

and this is how bored life gets..............

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if given a choice,

will u take the present,

or the past..

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I'm a full time filial daughter today. its sth rare. but i gotta try.

and Daddy is a happy man cos i stayed at home. right, i suppose. He seems to be in a great mood today. offered me an apple! HAHA.

not that he never did. just.. u noe. sometimes you jus noe the feeling is different. I gotta admit i noe he cares. but perhaps in a different way. seriously different. he just loves to have me ard his sight. it doesnt matter if im jus rotting away on the couch with a packet of chips and my eyes glued on ANTM or im wasting my life using the computer. as long as Im within his sight, he's fine.

but the moment i leave hse, even for the most meaningful purpose-PROJECT! he will freaking nag. and can imagine the worst for volleyball. he will go like "you playy too much volleyball. since when i see u studying!?" ah, i dun hear him say that to me when im rotting away at home?

weird eyy? presentating MR FOO!

okay, mabbe thats when trust comes in.

perhaps communication with daddy was too little. but sometimes i feel that he din give me that kinda "im interested look" unless u wanna ask him abt discovery channel.

shrugs. still, im trying. i just told him he look darn handsome in his younger times. and asked him why the drastic change. he din get e sacarsm. and jus went on abt how girls used to 'queue' for him. yes. the corny way to boast oneself. oh mabbe that explains the apple =)
actually. he can be quite lovable at times. i emphasize "AT TIMES".

coming back to trust. i tink its time i learn to do that. stop whining. else i can jus throw rocks at myself.

den im gonna get random

Lionel is inspiring. LOOK!

Captain Jack Sparrow ™ says:
memories are left in the mind, thats why the name mah..

btw, MELVIN yr not a bestie for nothing =)

right. adios!

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im damn pissed.
like super bloody pissed. my laptop screwed. it wont on.

like since ystd?

#^@6#%32%!

i MUST service it. no delay. once my exam ends.. MUST!

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Finally i watched Pirates! it was. OKAY~ cause the story line was quite confusing. or mabbe im just plain slow in capturing 'clever movie'. Know? like those with plot and requires thinking skills?

I prefer comedy, cartoons or thriller. i dun have to think whats going on. just watch the actions. hahahhah!!

yar. downright insulting myself. but nvm.. im just being honest. =)

btw. got no idea why everyone thinks i will abandon this blog. am i such a loser? NO RIGHT! i said alrdy. 2 years ago when i create a blog. i was still young and technology wise idiot. not e same now...... hahahahha

so yes.

THIS WILL GO ON AS LONG AS NA'S N JAYM'S BLOG EXISTS.

lalala.. =)

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i cant believe it.

i bought magic cards. and im actually like.. fatansized by it?!

okay. under the influence of alv. he brought me ard shops telling me abt magic cards and.. some 'hollow cards'?

usually i'll be the one like.. "$4.50 just for 15 cards and sometimes the cards are repeated?!" i will nag n nag about how uneconomic it is to purchase the bloody cards. like DUH. i dun get the idea why he even bother to collect them, put them in albums and jus stare at it.. den gets real excited! like. does it make u full? i rather treat myself to some good food. or get some use-able stuffs.

until today.

i met na n rui for breakfast. so on e way to na's hse i bypass the card shop that i nv used to take notice to. and yes. i went in to buy. alv says first time buyers are usually lucky. so i decided to try my luck. mabbe get some good cards for him in return for a good treat! HAHAH clever eyyy.

and true enough! i got the hollow card he was talking about! some ghouls thing

right i admit, actually it looks cool.. the 'hollow card' is made of foil material unlike the normal type. it look sort of 3d and real doesnt it?

see the difference! and. the same card changes colour at different angle!!

right.. nonetheless im not a hardcore cards collector. its jus for.. fun. trying to figure why bb will be so interested in this. Still, i cant fathom why. i guess my excitment will die out in no time. hahaha in fact i tink this will be e last time i'll buy this. cause i still stick to my principles to use $4.50 to get better stuff.

meanwhile. i asked mummy if my brother's card are still ard. i rmb its hell alot okay! she said she will find.

so. bee, pray hard x)

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Today was fairly fine. somehow im quite sick of gg to school recently.

Thankfully next week is exam. i can just stay at home and study? oh well..

I think its been quite awhile since i meet up with rong and people. though we stay like.. 2blocks away? seriously. its so hard to find a time to accomodate everyone's schedule. partly cos i went beach every saturday for e last few months. okay. im cutting down on that. i dun need to get any darker. so. breakfast with mates tmr. im looking forward to long chats.

oh by the way. i realise how much i detest people lying.

i tink liars should just...

go eat worms! SUCKERS!

still, friends makes my day. as alws! x)

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FOOEETING, EDITH