HELLO GOODBYE

I'm staring at the glass
In front of me
Is it half empty
Have I ruined all
You've given me
I know I've been selfish
I know I've been foolish
But look through that
And you will see
That I'll do better
I know,
Baby, I can do better

CHORUS
If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight

Sometimes I stare at you
While you are sleeping
I listen to your breathing
Amazed how I somehow
Managed to
Sweep you off of your feet girl
Your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted
What you do
But I'll do better
I know,
Baby, I can do better

CHORUS

Don't you know
My heart is pumping
Oh, it's putting out the fight
And I've got this feeling
That everything's alright
Don't you see
I'm not the only one for you
But your the only one for me

CHORUS

uh huh.......... Finally! exams are over and my first day of freedom was spent at the beach! (:

today was pretty fun, though not alot went, but, play-able. HA! sadly, i tink Im cursed.. kept, falling.. and stupid falls. PEOPLE, dun laugh! esp aaron! karma okay! wahahhahah!

anyway, tmr is match at america school. wooo....... its one of the most awaited match every year. BUT, we are all playing for e first time after 2 or 3 weeks of rest due to exams. yawn. My first ball flying everywhere. oh wells.

and and, i jus watched ratatouille. its a super cute show lah! well though it makes me miss doughnut even more. Watch it people! =D

my lips are cracking.. not a good sign. meanwhile, bedtime! =D

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7th..

Beach

Look carefully, there is a picture of 2 person play'n vball!

I totally love it, this has got to be the most interesting gift i ever had. its hardwork. =D

thanks bee!

Suddenly, i miss Doughnut so much. ):

Its 12.55 and im still mugging away... Criminal Procedure...... i cant afford to do badly for that. ugh, but its hella tough.

Luckily learning was kinda constructive today. =D I still need help with impeachment and confession though... somebody....

Pimples surfacing due to late night sleeps. more water. jus drink more water =)

So much on my mind recently, i dunnoe how to put it in words.

Tell me its jus stress. Im seriously awaiting for holidays............. like. HOLIDAYS!!

I must retaliate. check out that COOLEST DUDE ever! on the right. =D he's so hot he blew me off my mind with those lil bones of his.

Everybody, Presenting father of Bobbies Seah, Melvin Seah!

Jarryl (one on left), yr fine. =D

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Melvin says:
if i got a baby girl, what should i name her?
`doughnut__• •*` says:
Jayla Seah Ee Ting
`doughnut__• •*` says:
not bad
Melvin says:
,...with the eting?
Melvin says:
Jayla sounds mala
Melvin says:
malay
Melvin says:
but Seah Ee Ting match leh.
Melvin says:
EH.
Melvin says:
i know what to name my future ddaughter....

Melvin says:
Boobies Sseah
Melvin says:
boobies sounds dam cute
Melvin says:
HAHHA

WAHAHHA! classic. totally bursted into laughter! I can sense his excitment. hahahahah!

U rock socks, Mel!

Im downright dumb. like D-O-W-N-R-I-G-H-T. Its the stupidest mistake ever..

EVER!

How can $5,300 - $4,300 end up to $100. Somebody please tell me i wont fail the whole question becos of one mistake. =(
Else, I should just bang my head against the wall and die..................................................................

Im like, currently in possession of mangoes now.. Delicious, juicy, yellowish mangoes which mummy cut for me. but it doesnt appeal to me now. not at all. Im seriously losing appetite. UGH!!!!! kill me.

I think hongkong shows are loves! so are hongkong actors. =D

He is real hot. like hotter den Elvin Ng. i dont care if i sound like some zero IQ bimbo who goes "OOO!! sho cute!"

He is jus. hot..........

LENG ZAI =D

Raymond Lam

Ive finally got my donuts from donut factory!! =) it was good. Aaron, alv and myself decided to queue for them. We only wait for an hour plus before we got e donuts! hahhhaha. who says u have to queue for 4hrs.

anyway, watched the finals of Asean games; Korea against Thailand. It was beautiful! I love the way they saved every ball. And, all those spikes. WOW. i can jus open my mouth and stare. they r freaking tall la. like...... giants. damn. singaporeans are jus way below of standard in comparison. anyway, close fight initially, but korean sort of gave up in e end i guess. so the game ended with 3-0, thailand being the champion. BOO, i was supporting Korea!

and and, its time i start studying. i CANNOT be so slack anymore. Friday is accountings and im jus slacking away. I MUST START!! jia you eeting.

anyway, i jus ate my donuts. apple cinnemon is GOOD! real good. dun get e gazed ones. they are simple. jus donuts with jam. boo. i got 3 of them. nvm. i tink i will queue for them again soon. =)

I dont and i wont.

rmb this eeting.

Short one, i feel tired though i seems to had slept hella long. anyway, last day of school! well, not officially, but still, this means no more monday squeezy bus rides at 8am. for 2months and more......................... WEEEEE! worth the celebration. =D

So i had PopDoh in substitute for the forever craving doughnut factory. I tell u their ham n potatoe is wonderful ! hahahahha! but damn, my tooth is freaking me out, im more concern abt not hurting the darlings den eating my bread. still,

uh huh... can u feel yr teeth sinking into it =)
den we decided alil walk to PS will aid us much in our digestion from our dinner. =)

Thank you, darl for the earrings. =) Im in love with it..

"Oh well, i dont mind if you dont mind, Cause i dont shine if u dont shine"

The loading takes awhile, but i say its a super nice song ive gotta share! =) enjoy all!

Im blown away. Its gonna be my first surgery. NOT excited.not at all. im seriously scared. The pain... its even worst den harry potter's crucio! ugh. its not a simple extraction of tooth ok... its an OPERATION. they gonna use knifes on me. and drillers and... tubes all over. Im nervous, afraid, terrified, petrified!!

Say, given a choice, will u choose to take General Anaesthetic and be put to slp, totally no feeling but with higher risk of complications or Local Anaesthetic which only numbs the area ard yr mouth with super painful injections into yr gums and u are still aware of wads gg on in the op itself, but lower risk of complications.

somehow i cant decide, im jus being myself.

somebody! x(

beautiful girl, beautiful song,

Im addicted to this. very, totally. =D

beautiful love

Go catch Rush Hour 3. its hella funny! 5outta5 stars! =D

My anger slowly subside as the weather gets better. Still, the previous entry stands.

Im real tired today. Probably cos I watched "the ring" last night. ALONE! Daddy n bro was at auntie's and mummy left me for her beauty sleep! well she offered to let me watch in her room, but being a nice child, i decided not to disturb her and be brave. And bee left me for... ermm. the show?

No more late night horror for me alone. Im scared outta my wits. I kept running to my mum's room when the ghost came out. den giggled to myself for the dumb move. No joke. my mum got so pissed, she closed the door. UGH. so much for the offer. den that very night, i dreamt............

was home alone and playing with a dog in my house. den it ran out to some far away place, and i decided not to go after it since i dun rmb having a dog in my life. so, i on my tv, wanting to watch shows. and after awhile, i saw maggots climbing ard in the show. I took a shoval, broke my tv and dug out the bloody worms......... (some bits here and there) ................den came the long haired girl. she climbed out of the tv and den......... raised her head. and and..............

wtf? its harry potter ! den dumbledore came to fight me cos i wanted to hit harry potter. i attacked his rotten hand and suddenly, Im Lord Voldermort. i used the shoval and pointed at harry and said some spell.
Harry used his shoval and hit my head. it deflated and i screamed. (some bits here and there) and somehow in the midst of the war, professor Snape came up to me and gave me a tape. asked me show it to harry..........

den BAM. im awoken by my alarm. 930.. So how did harry potter came into picture?
i was reading harry potter b4 i slp, so i could forget the images of the show. HAHAHHA. how would i noe it would get mixed up lidat. HELLA funny. i cant forget this. Classic.

Its been scientifically proven and experienced that u will most likely dream abt wad had the most impact on u through out the day or right before u slp. haha. so everyone,

Make yr dreams =D

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I tink its time this comes up here.

HELLO BASTARD:
(this is for u)
When we dun speak up when she is in trouble, yet, that doesnt mean we dun care, OR that we allow YOU to mess around with her.

When i stand up for YOU, telling her YOU dun mean it, perhaps just in a moment of folly, i dun meant to protect YOU. I meant to protect HER.

When YOU clubbed and flirted with girls, slept and fool ard, den put on a smile on yr screwed up face telling her "i love u", i tink yr quite a loser.

and bastard, when yr girfren gave YOU another chance upon hearing all yr pathetic and desperate pleads, u continue to cheat n lie without blinking an eye.

U blame her for not trusting u and nagging at u when YOU made that happen.

And now, u accused her of tagging some effffking blog when u haven even made an attempt to find out, or rather, u DONT want to find out. How lovely u are to protect yr new found love.

I pity u bastard, YOUR THE ULTIMATE. but cheers, now that SHE DITCHED YOU!

As much as she was trying to force herself not to eat, she began to dug into the fridge, seaching for any potential item that might very well became something edible with a lil work done to it.

Nothing... she thought to herself, as she felt her stomach groan so loud that it seems almost like a scream in the middle of quiet night. Finally, her eyes dropped on the soft and chilled yellow object....

"OH YES!" she shouted eagerly. It was what she made 2days ago when trying out a new recipe. As fast as a striking lightening, she swiftly grabbed 2 cups of it, together with a spoon, and started to work on it......

HMMMMM! delicious! she felt it slide down her throat slowly, satisfied with every chilled sensation. plus the alil bit of sweetness awarded with every bite into the fruit.. divine divine..

Unable to resist the temptation, she went back and took one more, clearly forgotting the fact that she was suppose to resist supper snacks. Well, how else would all the gym and 100 sit ups work then? However, it was too overwhelming, she couldnt stop herslf...

It is the MANGO PUDDING!!!

Sounds like a dork, but yes, i love my country!!!! =DD

Im finally gg to the dental tmr.
I cant wait.
Im so excited to see wad that irritating lil tooth looks like.

I jus did a mental calculations. i actually spent 25bucks in 2 days. on... nothing! grrr. i dun even rmb whr the money gone to. most prob food. junk food. perhaps its time to save. like. reali save. scrimp and be some stingy old hag. like huiming. spending 10bucks in a week surviving on curry puffs. WOW.. salute.

im contemplating if i should catch Knock Up in e movies... but i cant spend alot more for 7bucks.

OH WELL decided not to, cos lw told me he watched on tvlinks. YIPEEEEEEE =D

5th Aug

Daddy brought us to chinese restaurant at amk hub. i tink this is only my second time eating at a chinese rest. first is crystal jade. and this time, it was DIAN XIAO ER. I gotta comment. chinese rest isnt tt bad. i tink the name sounds damn cute.

Here here.. For the benefit of ppl whose mandrain sucked, waiter was known as 'xiao er' in the olden days. u noe. those shows which portrayed the Tang dynasty or wadeva, where chinese men fought with well known martial arts and their ever speedy 'pigtails'. LOL. den they will bring buns (man tou) along, which was kept in their large robes somewhr under their arm pit, when off to some faraway land. HAHAHHAA. downright amusing. seriously, how did ppl survived on those buns kept under their armpits?

Nonetheless, yes, its that kinda shop. Even the settings in the house itself uses red lanterns, wooden tables and chopsticks. The menu is even cuter! its almost like wad the shows showed. and gladly, the food was terrific! Others aside, just the duck was beyond words. Initially i protested to order tt, cos i hate herbs. it stinks. but majority wins. so, i figured i should jus shut my mouth. furthermore, i aint paying. =D

still, when the dish arrived, its was pretty much appealing to me. Soaked with some herbs and sauce combi, i gotta admit that though the herbs are slightly strong smelling, it doesnt taste as bad as i tot it would. Instead, it gave a refreshing feeling to the whole taste. i had one after another. =DD

To have a person who hates herbs to the core to change her opinion, i tink its a rather good achievement. hahhaa. waoh. typing this makes me drool. =x too bad i forgot to take a photo of it.

i say people, u all should try the duck. cost abt 21 for half a duck. BUT i tink its worth the price. Plus, its fast. we only waited for like 20mins?

So..the next time yr family want some chinese rest, suggest DIAN XIAO ER! =D

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Im defeated. totally. by a damn game!

http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html

This game is the ultimate. everybody should jus try this and get their brain cells killed. There are like who knows how many question. and every 10 question u answered correctly, u will get a "skip" which allows u to skip question which u doesnt noe.

since im bored, i tried it. and i actually spent 1hours plus doing some quiz. its funny lah. but i tell u, i got TOTALLY no idea wad some are asking. basically jus trying my luck. and i had attempted upteem times to go pass qn 59. but im clueless to wad its asking. ugh. somebody. now i feel so "unaccomplished."

Still, am not gonna give up, i shall go back later for another try.

OH anyway......

HAPPY PEILIN"S DAY

its her bday today.. so.. happy bday dearest!
we celebrated with her ystd at pizza hut.

pictures up!

Hopefully, it will be a wonderful weekend for u sweet! =)

I rmb i had alws wanted a cat ever since i was young and every trip to my uncle's hse was a bliss to me. He had like. 4 cats, brownie, oreo, xiao mi and *i forgot* but anyway, the thing is that, they are super cute.

Than i pestered my parents for pets. but sadly, not a single person like cats. zz. soon my passion for cats died off, and ironically,there came doughnut. hahahaha

but my passion was soon brought back. OOOOOO cats are like. super =DDD

check out this regular under alvin's block. Im gonna name her. and jus treat her like my long awaited pet. cool ey. i can bring food to her. like.. once in a while. den entertain her. jus like my own. excited eh. =D

and she aint dead. jus. VERY aslp. It looked pretty much like a model. so i decided to take a shot with it......

And finally, after much attempts, it responded. HAHAHHAA damn.

scary =x though its jus a yawn. ha. still, cute fellows.

FOOEETING, EDITH