HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY CHAN YINGWEI! =D thou yr present aint a surprise anymore, (cos u super extra wan buy wallet) BUT hope u still like it!!!!!! =D
SEEE YOU IN AN HOUR'S TIME!
♥Saturday, April 26, 2008
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Pictures up for zisheng's bday! =D 14/4/08
BDAY BOYYYY
Cheryl love =D 
conquerers of web fuji
uhhh. and tts our best achievement
chan yw
BDAY BOYYYY Cheryl love =Dconquerers of web fuji uhhh. and tts our best achievementDEN ITS TORTURE TIME!
swing swing swing
chan yw 
and lastly, dinner with the rest!
♥Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Playing with my Peicai girls brings back memories of the old days! =D feels so good to be untied again! bahahahahhah! more trainings plssssssss!
anyway tp training starts officially tmr......
IM BACK TO BEING A VOLLEYBALLER! =D
its getting alil boring w/o pics i noe.... but i got tons of it to upload.. ppl pls be patient!
anyway tp training starts officially tmr......
IM BACK TO BEING A VOLLEYBALLER! =D
its getting alil boring w/o pics i noe.... but i got tons of it to upload.. ppl pls be patient!
♥Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Dear Diary,
I remember when i was 13.. he was the first person who dare to use peas to shoot and throw at me during lunch. He sat beside the window.. first seat all e way to the left, those lil times he'll turned around and gave me fast glance at the rate of 10times per minute. I remember he sat at the benches when i had my outdoor training in the basketball courts, looking at me, but everytime i turn around he turned away, pretending to ignore my presence.. I tot he was weird. He was short. only 155cm. I din tot he was any good. to me. i dont tink i will ever be with him.
Dear Diary,
when i was 14, he gave me flowers and teddy on valentine's day which says "BE MINE" and i remember I got together with another guy, SH, instead. He was not angry. i tink he will get over it soon? its not like we're still gonna be in contact and together 10years down the road. guys are forever lidat.
Dear Diary,
why do i miss him?
Dear Diary,
Qiling told me he's reali upset. cos he called her and cried over the phone. i was shock! cos he din say anything to me. Qiling sais he love me too much. and im hurting him like nobody's business. i tink i dun deserve him. He's too nice to me. so i told him
"dont ever come back to me one day. no matter wad i say. cos i dont deserve you."
Dear Diary,
i tink its been a year since we last chatted.. cos he dropped to normal acad and we were in different class. i still see him around the courts in school. we smile at each other sometimes. he played basketball. i tink he's cool. He grew taller and play reali well. =) his class is jus right opp my class, one level down. he alws glance up at me.. and sometimes i wave and smile back! =D hahaahah! He'll do stupid actions. i dun reali get them, but.. its funny =)
Dear Diary,
I remember when i broke up with SH, i called him first.. and he listened to my cries and sobbings and text me everyday to check on me. He told me he will be there for me. and i tot he was nice. den he called me his cinderalla and send me texts everynight. he sent me breakfast attached with a note tt says "happy meal. eat liao wont sad" and bought me chocolates/sweets/snadwich every morning and put it on my desk. =)
Dear Diary,
We got together.. i can sense his love for me. he waits for me at the play ground everyday to send me to school. he treats me reali sweet, like im a princess. but one day we quarreled cos i tot he lied to me abt his whereabouts. i couldnt contact him at all. but the next day, i found him at the play ground waiting for me with apologies. cos he sold his phone so he can buy me a adidas watch cos i lost mine! tts why i couldnt contact him at all. and he din wan me to noe he sold his phone. i cried. how could i have missed a guy like him.
Dear Diary,
Its my birthday today! sweet 16th! He sent me a text with our place, splanet (he calls it) tt said he loves me alot. and will be here with me, not only to spend this birthday. but next year's, the year after, and after and many many more years! =D i cant feel happier. I love him!
Dear Diary,
We are officially together for a year! =D and we're working together at secret recipe! =)
Dear Diary,
He broke up with me today... i dunno why.. but i really miss him. and reali want him back.. but i tink he wont. work's gonna be painful when i see him. i kept gg to the washroom cos tears kept filling up in my eyes. I wont cry, at least not when he's around.
Dear Diary,
we got back together after a month. =) wadeva wrong he had done...... it wont matter cos i believe we can overcome all this..
Dear Diary,
im suffocating. he is so demanding..... i cant do this, i cant do that. doesnt he trust me at all? Even when i speak to a guy, he wont like it. Im in Temasek Poly year 1. so many new frens i can make....... how can i stand being with such a person who doesnt give me freedom?
Dear Diary,
we broke up.. he's having his Olevel. why am i doing this to him? =(
Dear Diary,
its been 3 months since we broke up. and im attached.. he was pretty upset. sigh. did i jus did sth wrong?
Dear Diary,
its been a year or more since i met him. He changed alot. he drinks, he smokes. Looking back, its been almost 7 years since we knew each other. He still feels to same to me no matter how much he change.. its the weirdest feeling. i seem to understand him still. yet sometimes he appears unfathomable. I wonder. My heart aches when i see him smoke n drink. when i see how he tire himself out because of work. when i see how he's fingers got cut and disfigured due to the amount of alcohol he came in contact with. i feel my heart aching more when he told me he still love me... but i pushed him away and said i wan to be friends..... he backed off and stopped contacting me. seems abit too late for me to do anything. puffy eyes became my frequent visitor. and now, dear diary, i tink i miss him... alot.
Dear Diary,
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I remember when i was 13.. he was the first person who dare to use peas to shoot and throw at me during lunch. He sat beside the window.. first seat all e way to the left, those lil times he'll turned around and gave me fast glance at the rate of 10times per minute. I remember he sat at the benches when i had my outdoor training in the basketball courts, looking at me, but everytime i turn around he turned away, pretending to ignore my presence.. I tot he was weird. He was short. only 155cm. I din tot he was any good. to me. i dont tink i will ever be with him.
Dear Diary,
when i was 14, he gave me flowers and teddy on valentine's day which says "BE MINE" and i remember I got together with another guy, SH, instead. He was not angry. i tink he will get over it soon? its not like we're still gonna be in contact and together 10years down the road. guys are forever lidat.
Dear Diary,
why do i miss him?
Dear Diary,
Qiling told me he's reali upset. cos he called her and cried over the phone. i was shock! cos he din say anything to me. Qiling sais he love me too much. and im hurting him like nobody's business. i tink i dun deserve him. He's too nice to me. so i told him
"dont ever come back to me one day. no matter wad i say. cos i dont deserve you."
Dear Diary,
i tink its been a year since we last chatted.. cos he dropped to normal acad and we were in different class. i still see him around the courts in school. we smile at each other sometimes. he played basketball. i tink he's cool. He grew taller and play reali well. =) his class is jus right opp my class, one level down. he alws glance up at me.. and sometimes i wave and smile back! =D hahaahah! He'll do stupid actions. i dun reali get them, but.. its funny =)
Dear Diary,
I remember when i broke up with SH, i called him first.. and he listened to my cries and sobbings and text me everyday to check on me. He told me he will be there for me. and i tot he was nice. den he called me his cinderalla and send me texts everynight. he sent me breakfast attached with a note tt says "happy meal. eat liao wont sad" and bought me chocolates/sweets/snadwich every morning and put it on my desk. =)
Dear Diary,
We got together.. i can sense his love for me. he waits for me at the play ground everyday to send me to school. he treats me reali sweet, like im a princess. but one day we quarreled cos i tot he lied to me abt his whereabouts. i couldnt contact him at all. but the next day, i found him at the play ground waiting for me with apologies. cos he sold his phone so he can buy me a adidas watch cos i lost mine! tts why i couldnt contact him at all. and he din wan me to noe he sold his phone. i cried. how could i have missed a guy like him.
Dear Diary,
Its my birthday today! sweet 16th! He sent me a text with our place, splanet (he calls it) tt said he loves me alot. and will be here with me, not only to spend this birthday. but next year's, the year after, and after and many many more years! =D i cant feel happier. I love him!
Dear Diary,
We are officially together for a year! =D and we're working together at secret recipe! =)
Dear Diary,
He broke up with me today... i dunno why.. but i really miss him. and reali want him back.. but i tink he wont. work's gonna be painful when i see him. i kept gg to the washroom cos tears kept filling up in my eyes. I wont cry, at least not when he's around.
Dear Diary,
we got back together after a month. =) wadeva wrong he had done...... it wont matter cos i believe we can overcome all this..
Dear Diary,
im suffocating. he is so demanding..... i cant do this, i cant do that. doesnt he trust me at all? Even when i speak to a guy, he wont like it. Im in Temasek Poly year 1. so many new frens i can make....... how can i stand being with such a person who doesnt give me freedom?
Dear Diary,
we broke up.. he's having his Olevel. why am i doing this to him? =(
Dear Diary,
its been 3 months since we broke up. and im attached.. he was pretty upset. sigh. did i jus did sth wrong?
Dear Diary,
its been a year or more since i met him. He changed alot. he drinks, he smokes. Looking back, its been almost 7 years since we knew each other. He still feels to same to me no matter how much he change.. its the weirdest feeling. i seem to understand him still. yet sometimes he appears unfathomable. I wonder. My heart aches when i see him smoke n drink. when i see how he tire himself out because of work. when i see how he's fingers got cut and disfigured due to the amount of alcohol he came in contact with. i feel my heart aching more when he told me he still love me... but i pushed him away and said i wan to be friends..... he backed off and stopped contacting me. seems abit too late for me to do anything. puffy eyes became my frequent visitor. and now, dear diary, i tink i miss him... alot.
Dear Diary,
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14 April 2008
HAPPY ZISHENG DAY!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEE! the bunch went cycling today at pasir ris while yw, the skater boy, bought a 99bucks skate board for whoever noe why. hahah anyways, its DAMN FUN cos we had lotsa pictures and stupid games PLUS PLAY GROUNDSSSSSS! been so long. =D
pictures with cheryl. soon up. when i get them!
anyway, hope u enjoyed zs! =)
HAPPY ZISHENG DAY!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEE! the bunch went cycling today at pasir ris while yw, the skater boy, bought a 99bucks skate board for whoever noe why. hahah anyways, its DAMN FUN cos we had lotsa pictures and stupid games PLUS PLAY GROUNDSSSSSS! been so long. =D
pictures with cheryl. soon up. when i get them!
anyway, hope u enjoyed zs! =)
♥Sunday, April 13, 2008
i promise i will just deal with it
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So the media had been publishing dear Cheyennee (girl in the glasshouse) for the past few days. If u guys have yet to hear about her, check out the news or straits times yeah!
well. had been working for her since friday. basically admired her courage to stand out and make a pledge to the public to quit smoking PLUS PLUS PLUS to stay in the glasshouse! APPLAUDS!!! ^^ She'd been real cool to us and kept thanking us for every single help we rendered to her.
Some had been real sweet and encouraged her cheering for her, while some peeps jus refuses to. HA-LO angmoSSS, u are in Sing GA PORE. dun mess ard like its yr village back at new zealand where u rear cows which u have yr daily milk squeezed outta its tits. no way! so go home and watch cartoons please. like hello? this is a non smoking campagine, u dun go like "Oh, u guys having a non smoking campaign? do u have a fag for me?" LIKE NO. get lost dudes. you guys are jus freaking underage kiddos whose trying to act like u noe abt cigs. fucktards.
anyways, bottom line. everything depends 100% on YOURSELF. People might give u all e words and actions, but they never will deem to be useful if you have not gotten yourself the right attitude! at e same time, nothing they say will pull you down if u have got what it takes to quit!
ive learnt alot. and surprisingly from a 3days event. People made me realise wad a fool ive been. Even thou life usually goes "Don't Quit" but its never wrong to let go when u noe its gg nowhere. Its applies to all. not only smoking. Cos eventually, it all comes back to yrself whether u choose to let go..
or not.
Have YOU made yr choice?
well. had been working for her since friday. basically admired her courage to stand out and make a pledge to the public to quit smoking PLUS PLUS PLUS to stay in the glasshouse! APPLAUDS!!! ^^ She'd been real cool to us and kept thanking us for every single help we rendered to her.
Some had been real sweet and encouraged her cheering for her, while some peeps jus refuses to. HA-LO angmoSSS, u are in Sing GA PORE. dun mess ard like its yr village back at new zealand where u rear cows which u have yr daily milk squeezed outta its tits. no way! so go home and watch cartoons please. like hello? this is a non smoking campagine, u dun go like "Oh, u guys having a non smoking campaign? do u have a fag for me?" LIKE NO. get lost dudes. you guys are jus freaking underage kiddos whose trying to act like u noe abt cigs. fucktards.
anyways, bottom line. everything depends 100% on YOURSELF. People might give u all e words and actions, but they never will deem to be useful if you have not gotten yourself the right attitude! at e same time, nothing they say will pull you down if u have got what it takes to quit!
ive learnt alot. and surprisingly from a 3days event. People made me realise wad a fool ive been. Even thou life usually goes "Don't Quit" but its never wrong to let go when u noe its gg nowhere. Its applies to all. not only smoking. Cos eventually, it all comes back to yrself whether u choose to let go..
or not.
Have YOU made yr choice?
♥Wednesday, April 9, 2008
ME IS A HAPPY GIRL TODAY! =D
and.. gonna work at aiport later. hopefully all goes well.
and.. gonna work at aiport later. hopefully all goes well.
♥Monday, April 7, 2008
Worked for dear shell as usual and had more fun this time cos FU CHENG THE GHIM MOH AH BENG IS ENTERTAINING US!! pictures up soon. when i get 'em.
well fortunately, work took my minds off things alil. mean after all, it turns out to be a huge disappointment. i tink i do care. like hell alot. but i dun wan to care. cant fathom yr idea and im so sick of trying to get it. people kept telling me there is no point. i agree, yet i wonder what am i tinking now.
and just read a blog tt talks abt good boy vs bad boy. and i agree. like totally. i swear i'll jump at the simplest text as long as i see ******* appearing on my phone screen.
sigh. but no way.
and, i wanted to blog abt all e funny stuff that happened during work. guess its all pushed to the back of e head. cos......
I said I dun miss you, but you know that was a lie. Huge lie.
well fortunately, work took my minds off things alil. mean after all, it turns out to be a huge disappointment. i tink i do care. like hell alot. but i dun wan to care. cant fathom yr idea and im so sick of trying to get it. people kept telling me there is no point. i agree, yet i wonder what am i tinking now.
and just read a blog tt talks abt good boy vs bad boy. and i agree. like totally. i swear i'll jump at the simplest text as long as i see ******* appearing on my phone screen.
sigh. but no way.
and, i wanted to blog abt all e funny stuff that happened during work. guess its all pushed to the back of e head. cos......
I said I dun miss you, but you know that was a lie. Huge lie.
♥Thursday, April 3, 2008
Love is when everything you see is him, thou everything he see aint you.
It's like playing tug a war
you fight it so hard to get it on ur side
but its harder to let go
when you know you cant win the game.
It's like playing tug a war
you fight it so hard to get it on ur side
but its harder to let go
when you know you cant win the game.
♥Tuesday, April 1, 2008
okay, thesaccharinesmile.blogspot AINT R.I.P-ing!
im jus busy for the past few days becos that shell promotion had been bugging me the whole week. iven been repeating the exact same sentence for 19352427185343566 times and im having nigthmares.
"Hi sir, we're currently having a new promotion for shell Vpower pack at only $53.95! It includes $50 worth of fuel vouchers which u can use when you visit our shell kiosk, and 1 limited edtion ferrari model car at only $3.95! and all these model cars comes with different dynamic engine sound!"
and the best part is when they go:
"IM SORRY? I DIN CATCH THAT" or "OH I DONT OWN A CAR"
OH GO AND DIE! could had told me earlier!
So, first was at raffles place, where all the demure ladies and charismatic gentleman exists. den it moved to jurong point whr all the babaric uncles and kiasu aunties visits! OMG. people.
when we was at RP, the games and freebies were hardly played or collected. in fact we gotta pull people in to join in the games and all. but WOAH! at jurong point. its practically like childcare centre okay! IM LIKE A NANNNNNY! those cheapo parents left their kiddos here and went shopping. den those kiddos screamed and make a mess outta everything. INSANE! and there was a classic family who queued up to get freebies and when was told that they are only entitled to one each, started making a big fuss and shouting for their family members to come n collect. LIKE PLSSSSSSSSSSSSS! its jua a keychain. and they actually spent the entire day there queueing for the simulator and all. aiyo. thank God mummy aint lidat. else i'll jus die frm digging hole off the ground to hide my face. SHAKE HEAD!
AND OH OH OH, how can i forget?
I MUST INTRODUCE FELICIA THE EVIL STEP MOTHER!!
oh she's hell i swear. the bitchest person i've ever met. i dun mean to bitch u see, but working w her was hell of all of us okay! and her ever so 'obvious yet shameless' fats kept running outta those tank top and spag strips tt roams ard esp when guys are present.. EWWWWWW. its ultra gross i tell u. and she aint doing anything abt it! sigh. get a life woman. it gets you no where. =D
im almost done. jus left some thinking to do before i slumber into my beauty sleep. so meanwhile, ciaos world!
P.S. raudhah & lw, meet up real soon i promise. =D
P.S.S Know when yr faced w a problem even the closest dude cant be told, u realise there are still ppl there. so thanks a million jav, for listening and letting me see the importance of frens and people. now i noe i shld jus be myself and stop living the life people wants me to. yr supports supported me! peer pressure works no more. =D
and yw, i noe what u meant when u tell me u rather i dont do that. i'll search for my source of entertainment with u guys! =D
AND I FEEL ALL WELL NOW!
im jus busy for the past few days becos that shell promotion had been bugging me the whole week. iven been repeating the exact same sentence for 19352427185343566 times and im having nigthmares.
"Hi sir, we're currently having a new promotion for shell Vpower pack at only $53.95! It includes $50 worth of fuel vouchers which u can use when you visit our shell kiosk, and 1 limited edtion ferrari model car at only $3.95! and all these model cars comes with different dynamic engine sound!"
and the best part is when they go:
"IM SORRY? I DIN CATCH THAT" or "OH I DONT OWN A CAR"
OH GO AND DIE! could had told me earlier!
So, first was at raffles place, where all the demure ladies and charismatic gentleman exists. den it moved to jurong point whr all the babaric uncles and kiasu aunties visits! OMG. people.
when we was at RP, the games and freebies were hardly played or collected. in fact we gotta pull people in to join in the games and all. but WOAH! at jurong point. its practically like childcare centre okay! IM LIKE A NANNNNNY! those cheapo parents left their kiddos here and went shopping. den those kiddos screamed and make a mess outta everything. INSANE! and there was a classic family who queued up to get freebies and when was told that they are only entitled to one each, started making a big fuss and shouting for their family members to come n collect. LIKE PLSSSSSSSSSSSSS! its jua a keychain. and they actually spent the entire day there queueing for the simulator and all. aiyo. thank God mummy aint lidat. else i'll jus die frm digging hole off the ground to hide my face. SHAKE HEAD!
AND OH OH OH, how can i forget?
I MUST INTRODUCE FELICIA THE EVIL STEP MOTHER!!
oh she's hell i swear. the bitchest person i've ever met. i dun mean to bitch u see, but working w her was hell of all of us okay! and her ever so 'obvious yet shameless' fats kept running outta those tank top and spag strips tt roams ard esp when guys are present.. EWWWWWW. its ultra gross i tell u. and she aint doing anything abt it! sigh. get a life woman. it gets you no where. =D
im almost done. jus left some thinking to do before i slumber into my beauty sleep. so meanwhile, ciaos world!
P.S. raudhah & lw, meet up real soon i promise. =D
P.S.S Know when yr faced w a problem even the closest dude cant be told, u realise there are still ppl there. so thanks a million jav, for listening and letting me see the importance of frens and people. now i noe i shld jus be myself and stop living the life people wants me to. yr supports supported me! peer pressure works no more. =D
and yw, i noe what u meant when u tell me u rather i dont do that. i'll search for my source of entertainment with u guys! =D
AND I FEEL ALL WELL NOW!
