HELLO GOODBYE

Dark knight was good, and KFC-ed today.. SHIOKKKK!
Training resumes. Boredom i tell you. i need my joy back. HUIMING! COME BACK LEI!

Err, Company law project due friday and Civil Procedure paper on monday. NONE COMPLETED. I know by now i shld have very good expierence dealing w projects, deadline and stuff. should be over all the whining "aiyoooo alot of projects leh." well after all, im in my 3rd year of poly...

BUT STILLLL, HALO! WHY SO MANY THINGS TO DO!

maybe im just plain lazy and procastinating. if not, many would had been done. like now, i should be doing my stuff instead of blogging, mobtv-ing and chit chatting, texting, eating!
so, im like, gonna TRY to do accounting tutorial now. but you know im so tired. so tired. so tired. so tired. after training Im drained, drained and weak. and im jus blabbering and typing and blabbering and staring into space thinking of what to type. back spacing and typing and back spacing again. and i think you are damn pissed w me now cos you think your wasting your time reading this crap. yet you are still reading. and reading. and reading. u cant bring yr eyes off, cos u want to see when i'll jus stop all this nonsense and move on to the next serious topic. you want to noe wad will my next topic be instead of jus random rants. tts why your STILLLLLLL READING! BUT WHY SO SERIOUS? (oh, dark knight phrase =D) you guys have such strong faith in me by the time you reached this point of the entry. well yeah, good things are worth the wait!! so moving on.....

Im going to do accounts now =D

Durian puffs, Punggol nasi lemak, jalan kayu cheese prata with mushroom, Changi nasi lemak, chicken wing, fish fillet, bedok 85, bar chor mee, stingray, oyster omelette. cravings cravings and more cravings. Im so over retail therapy, food therapy is new dope. =D

Next stop. Island creamery somebody?
or upper thomson prata plain! =D

Blading is FUN FUN FUN! SIGH! Ive long lost the feel for my darling blades. cos its been ages since i last bladed can. Its vball, vball and more vball. thou i still SUCK at it. hahahaha. OH WELLS! =D

and chalet w frens and family is cool shit. much thanks to the 5darlings who made my day. rong yw zs alv. =D thou i wasnt saved frm *HPMH* ................... you guys know what huh!

anyways, life is getting all cool shit cos i love the company i have. meanwhile, let me enjoy my life before i start my attachment..........

please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

and conversation with Aloysius went this way....

↨---«Åoy'»---↨® Infinity E√ [ 2 Feb 2010] It's about work before glory says:
hahas
↨---«Åoy'»---↨® Infinity E√ [ 2 Feb 2010] It's about work before glory says:
alot of chio bu also single ma
/Edith - says:
chio bu single den wads the point?
/Edith - says:
LOL
/Edith - says:
chio but also nobody wants
↨---«Åoy'»---↨® Infinity E√ [ 2 Feb 2010] It's about work before glory says:
too many ppl wants liao
↨---«Åoy'»---↨® Infinity E√ [ 2 Feb 2010] It's about work before glory says:
they hard to choose
↨---«Åoy'»---↨® Infinity E√ [ 2 Feb 2010] It's about work before glory says:
lol if give u 100 M&M how to choose
↨---«Åoy'»---↨® Infinity E√ [ 2 Feb 2010] It's about work before glory says:
give u 1 M&M sure take de ma
/Edith - says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA
↨---«Åoy'»---↨® Infinity E√ [ 2 Feb 2010] It's about work before glory says:
all only got M word ma
↨---«Åoy'»---↨® Infinity E√ [ 2 Feb 2010] It's about work before glory says:
M for male hahas!

Many things i have to say but i'll keep it short. Actually, It doesnt really matter how people see. I've realised that as long as my conscience is clear and right and my true friends stand close and firm with me, Im contented. And well, if you think I'm putting on an act all this while, so be it. Cause there's nothing much I can say or do to make things better, neither do i see a point to clarify if you're so persistant with yr point of view. but I guess Im just not the friend you'll want to treasure right from the start, since 6 years ago.

Thats about it.

Woke up with a clearer mind after days, weeks or even months. Eyes swollen but i promise tts my last. at least, im trying. =)

DINNER at PARIS INTERNATIONAL.

everything was quite okay there. variety is ALRIGHT, quality is NOT BAD, EXCELLENT for some, thou appetite wasnt that great. price is DAMN FRRRRREAKING EXPENSIVE ok! WHOPPING EXPENSIVE! well thank you coach for the treat, thou i doubt you'll ever see this.. yr damn cool to be so calm with the price. HAHA. BUT the sashimi is OMG OMG OMG OMG GOOOOOOOOD *with bimbotic eyes and the silly smile hinting the i-am-so-happy-cos-i-ate-sashimi-today! look* =D

and the steak..
and dory fish.

Wonderful dinner with the girls. sadly, not all turned up.
Im too tired to type more. so meanwhile. pictures tells all.

FOOOOOOD!

KLIN

kitty meow meow

BEL KOK, yr shorter i swear! =D

SERENE. ah da!

sabrina

YINGYING! ALL TIME LES PARTNER!

FION; since secondary.

ROSEEEE, i dont feel yr love darling!

JANICE

SEON, my CEDAR haha

Seon: "no no. i DON WANT TO TAKE!"

but ultimately still did.

CHOCOLATE FONDUE!

TP <3>

ZHONG JI MI MA

serene

and seon!

TEAM TEMASEK VOLLEYBALL GIRLS

and their stupidest moment. =D

Goodnights world.

Dear God; i pray for assurance that you have everything in your hands.

And they say men with ear piercing are more ready to get a girlfriend.

Cause they've encountered pain, and bought jewellery.

HAHAHHAHA

WEEEEEEEEEEE!

POL-ITE finally came to an end. and proud to say, both TP guys n girls maintained our champs this year! but well, the girls' game with SP is.... tiring, tiring, exciting and. very scary. details too much to be said n describe. But, imagine playing 5sets and won 17-15. like SUPER CLOSE CAN! well SP is really good. but i believe we have God with us throughout the game! Thank God that He kept the team together and gave us strength to carry on the game, bringing us to victory! So, GOOD JOBS GIRLS! =D

We have been up and down throughout the entire competition but we all stayed strong and believed in ourselves. Its nice to be playing with the team, considering the fact that Im already in my 3rd year and this might be the last comp im playing for. yet, the Gold medal this year is the best among all that ive got. feel awesome! way awesome.. i guess its cos ive done all i could and really played my very best for it.. So, no regrets! =D

Pictures up soon!
LOVE U GIRLS! =D

*ps (lotsa thanks to all the loves who supported. roo, duane, shaun, tong leewei and gang. u guys noe who u are. =)! )

Nights world!

I was jus reading the blog of a girl whose ns boyfriend passed away last month during his training in brunei. Its hard to imagine how to get over a love one though they are already gone.. yet we HAVE to. its cruel, when it comes to death.

Many times people take life forgranted, some attempted sucide, some waste their days doing nothing. Some live life doing their worst ever, some worry about unimportant stuff. Some jus live their whole life not knowing how to cherish people and all failed to see the importance of life . I dun deny the fact that i belong to one of this catogory. I do not do the most meaningful things in my life everyday, and i dun tell everyone i love n cherish them everyday. i bet nobody will. Yet death doesnt seem to have a big impact on people's life even knowing how destructing it can be.

But life's fragile, and it only takes departure for presence to be felt.

I think Im finally awaken.

I realised its too much for me to handle, when I keep hanging on to the wasted past thinking that time will go back to the way we were before. I thought I gave you up when I left, leaving you to fend for yrself. I thought we both moved on after awhile. I thought we were both doing fine. Until tt day, I thought im your everything cos you were there no matter what, no matter when. I thought you love me still. I thought there will be a chance for us to get back together. I thought we can love the way we did again. I thought you are my happiness which i lost along the way. Most importantly, i thought you were still you.

But I failed to see that things had changed. I failed to see the life you lead now. I failed to see the difference between us. You want fun and freedom. You want friends and nightlife. You want drinks, drinks, and more drinks. Den why did you even come back in the first place? Do you rather your forever to be nightlife or to be me? Do u rather your future to consist of fun, fun and more fun instead of me. Im not asking you to give up anything for me. cos I know now its impossible to stop you from everything now. But are you intending to lead your life like that forever? By giving me up now, you chose to have your fun and lose me forever. You rather let me go.

You said time is playing us. I agree. When you love me, I did'nt felt anything. and I left. When u wanted me back. I did'nt want to cos everything's happening too fast. Then you drifted away. But now its me who wants you back. Yet you're not prepared for anything. cause fun n freedom is all you're concern abt. You want nothing to tie you down. and knowing our difference. I will. You say we will have a hard time together. I use to think we can overcome all, as long as there is love. but to you, thats being blinded.

So much things I have to tell you. the life i wanna lead with you. But I could see almost nothing at all. Now the ball's in your court. I've done my everything and I have no regrets. If you chose to give me up, den I promise myself I will too. I figure it will be hard to do so. really hard. but if loving you becomes such a chore more than a bliss, den I will.

Cause I finally understand how to let go.

*typed and deleted*

I just wan my happy pill.

Finally watched a movie today. Sounds damn pathetic i swear. i haven been to movie for ages. the last was... Whats Happens In Vegas? yeah. Anyway. watched 'Wanted' w zs n rong. and its FREAKING COOL. we all came out, as result of the after effect of e show, began acted like assassin wanna-be. thanks guys for skipping class to watch. =D

Alot more shell photos anyway. jus recieved them frm Greg. hahaha. some are pretty hilarious, being some William photographer kept taking photos during our work. bahahahaha. and more of shell this weekend!

Ice cream chef long time back. this flavour is like Kaya lotee? hahaha cute. but service suck big time. wont reali recommand. mabbe not sit in.

Too much volleyball recently.I wonder if its a good or bad thing. Competition next wed. very very soon. yet I dun tink im that ready. Overcoming own's fear is indeed the hardest thing to do. EVER.

Im feeling very worn out by stuff. Been trying to clear them off. Endless chats yet ambiguous messages sent out. Misses of lost history and pinning for lost love. Mind's not doing what my brains tells me to. uh, i classify that as stupid. Studies is pretty shaky. No. i mean very much shaky. Tired of waiting, tired of hanging on nothing. Blame on my stubbornnnnness. I figured i need a long long holiday. mabbe to HAWAII? dun mind Paris. or like wad lw say, mabbe we shld just get stranded on an island. (of cos i shld get saved in e end) but yeah. point is. no disturbance.

Den. Had been talking alot to rong. and we came to the topic of BEST FRIEND.

Alot of us kept this 2 words hanging by the edge of our mouth. Yet not everyone noes the true meaning behind BEST FRIEND. The slight slight differences between good, close and best are very minimal yet significant. Best Friend is somebody whom u can speak to regardless of ANY MATTER. and i mean ANY. at anytime. They noes the deepest and innest secret in you and they understand what u mean even when u dont speak. You guys does similar things at times unknowingly. And even have the same food craving ie prata. The super late night call that might disturb her beauty sleep when lesson is at 8 tmr morning. and gossiping and luffing abt anything under the sun. As corny as it might sound, Best Friends are hard to find and hard to mantain. And its hard to get by when yr Best Friend is not with you in the shittest time of yr life.

So, much thanks, My Best Friend. =)

-Edith

PS( happy birthday javier)

FOOEETING, EDITH