HELLO GOODBYE

26/10/07
POPEYES at airport with baby for an early celebration for our 9th!! yeah! walked ard and he's got a thing for dancing, everybody!! (:

its been fast.... in a flash 9months passed. THINKING BACK..........

361 days ago, Alvin Lam sent a frenster msg to Miss Doughnut and asked for her msn email!

*shy smiles* (:

the place for all time fav chicken which is........

popeyes!

like ever.

den its Lee Wei's bday which i forgotten!! Happy belated birthday dude! im so sorry! apologies all out! hang out on wed ok!

27/10/07
9th!
Bee's VAS 2on2 and went down to support Team LAM ZHENG with SUSHI! its damn far. all e way at clementi. but its okay! (: They did damn well today! LAM saved SO MANY freaking nice balls! and ZHENG set and served ace balls too! continue to play well for finals alright! Jia you bee! (:

28/10/07
den its MY VAS 2on2! more of the sun, the sand, the roofless toilet, the bubble teas and the dirty people!! muhahaha.. oh well, lost but still a happy match after all. baby visited with cookies!! damn sweet! den mahjong-ed at bel's hse. and lost again but still a happy game after all! (: Mates are real love!

First week of school had been pretty lazy, and good. other than the fact tt im practically waking up every morning at 7am and squeezing in buses all e way to tampines just for a 2hr lecture. oh well, whatever. Damn free after lessons. so had been meeting rong this past 2days for lunch. All the way at tanjong pagar................... no such chances once sch starts, officially.

Beach comp this coming sunday. Im looking forward. win or lose. (:

Next main thing, law photos are finally out. took them frm Mr Looi today...
went through them. and the photos are DAMN FUNNY!

The girls were told to walk down the stairs and all. In our heels. and the steps are super narrow. SO, instead of smiling professionally and all. most of e time we are looking down at the steps. and our faces look downright cramped! wahahahaha! i could practically rmb the tots tt ran through my mind when i was walking down.

"woahh!" "careful careful.." "dun fall!"

Im damn lazy to post them cos the files are rather huge. shall show next time. but conclusion, i finally convince myself i can nv be a model. BOOO

Still, there are a few pretty nice ones tho. but this is my fav.

frm left:winston, kannan, sharifah and me

been real fun taking these shots with them.
Meanwhile, time to get myself ready for school....... =(

Finally, the most dreaded day will arrive tmr. i gotta be up at 7clock and that is teri terrible! BOOOO. sch's too fast for me. I WAN PLAY TIME!

Well at least i had my fun ystd, went demsey road with my cousins and chilled for awhile before heading to selegie's taohuay! it was hella good. the enviroment is super huge, food and drink was great and the atmosphere is just right. but i gotta say the lifeband was a lil disappointing. Still, it was a great night! Im so into pubs now! (:

Had lychee martini and lemon shot. The lemon shot was....... good, but damn strong. For me. i feel the heat soon after i drank tt. hahahaa. anyway.... manage to take some pictures.

OOSH

junkies

Lychee martini

all red

fun fun night. but i gotta admit im a light drinker. or rather, i have real good blood circulation (: either way, im fine. hahaha meanwhile. talktime with baby! sch's gonna be a huge obstacles for us to meet. but nth's gonna stop us!! nights all!

Timetable was out today. and everybody, IT SUCKS. BIG TIME.
i start at 9 and end almost ard 4/5/6 pm everyday, with 2hrs or more breaks in e middle while lw's class are mostly 9-1 pm. yes, i am pissed. and i can foresee me skipping lectures.....................

NO NO NO. I cant. any more self declared leaves will cause me more of my gpa...

anyway, on the lighter note, went shopping. tho i forgot to bring my vouchers with me. haha. no prob. nv hurts to go shop again (: well i got my stuff as well. sch's gonna start, and my shopping mood is back. hahh. afterwhich, dinner with aunt n cousins frm Canada at geylang, den took a stroll along Mt Faber. I cant rmb when was e last time i went there. like. REAL young. i got no impression at all. It was rather dark actually. jus some lightings at some far end. nth much. but def a cool place for couples to chill. BUT, damn hard to get there la. like..... i got no idea how.. cab? =D

3more days. sch's gonna start. IM SUPER DREADING IT! No more tv and chats till late late night, no more waking up at 12pm, no more meeting bee every now and then, no more beach on weekdays=got to fight for courts with ppl on weekends.Instead, I gotta squeeze on bus 70 at 7.50am every morning and pinch myself to stay awake during lectures.......................... argh..

and i hate tt thought.

This past weeks had been almost wrecked and pretty hard to digest. A plastered smile hung across her face and she had forgotten when was the last time she last smiled genuinely. Tears fell and wiped with loving hands. and the many chats she was provided at all times. She knew there are people who will stand by her no matter wad.

Yet. the fear of facing. The pain of truth. The anger of waiting, defeats her.

She looked. stared and thought out loud. "Am I forgiven? Is all gonna be well?" but wad replied to her cries was the wide blue sky, uncertain and ambiguous. At this time, anxiety began to fill her up. Heart pumping fast. She could almost feel the fear of the event. She waited. yet nothing continues. The frustrations. Anger.. Eyes shut, she imgaine the place, the time, the people and the reactions. afterwhich, the screams, the disgrace and the insults sneered at her. Irrepressible tears flowed down her face like streams in the river, drowning the ever so radient cheeks of hers. Its was a mistake. a huge and irrevisble mistake. She ran like never before. like never before...........

In a swift, holidays are almost coming to an end and school's gonna start soon. Indeed, i miss the school life whr i grumble n groan every morning when i have 9clock lessons, our fav tenderbest chicken, prata-ing and all my mates. Still, im VERY reluctant to kiss my holidays goodbye. Ugh. not enff. i still wan have fun, shop, go beach, out, chalets and more more more!

some random photos to show meanwhile.

zy's 21st bday

after beach.

3 Mr Bean with the beam shining down.

can u find alvin?

i love

in yr face.

guys=dirt.

and, some phillipines guy got horny over these bunch. eww. muahahahahah.

anyway, im dead tired...... GOODNIGHTS ALL! =D

The one who stood by me at all times. Many times people failed to realise the importance of someone. Im admit that i failed to do so as well. But im glad its still not too late to realise.

Im sorry bee, if i nv reali realise how much u meant to me. I hope everything will be fine. and i thank you for sticking with me trg out, all the late night talks and comfort u gave me. Never once left me to defend for myself. For now, you are all my heart belongs to. And I love you. (:

Say a lil prayer.

God is there all the time. Great, strong, loving, yet unknown.

Speak to Him, for He will answer you. Ask for forgiveness and He'll forgive for He died on a cross for our sins. Have faith and He'll be yours. Call out to Him, and He will reach out for you (:

so, just say a lil prayer and He'll come to you, full of love. I believe. and I pray for I know He can give me the power and strength. He will heal me with His mighty love. He will protect me. and i pray.

Amen.

(:

FOOEETING, EDITH