HELLO GOODBYE

So final destination 4 once again. I remembered i first watched final destination 1 during my post exam activities when i was PRIMARY 6. could still remeber clearly how the girl got cut in her throat with the string when she slipped in the tub. I wonder which sick teacher showed us the tape 8years back then. like hello? I tot the show was M18 or something,

Speaking of which. The lady asked for our IC when we were getting the tixs. that made my day alright! To think some of my colleague thought that I am in my early 20s. well, I AM 20. but still, Ive got this strong feeling they think im 23 or 24. just pretending to be polite and act normal when i told them im 20. HMPH! I AM 20! I AM 20 ONLY!!!

okay, and something funny just happened. the bffs were having a conversation about display pics. and I was telling adellesimrongna that her pic looks like she is balding..

/Edith says:
*hahahahaha
*tt pic, like the front bald.
*change again
*i see more
a d e l l e s i m says:
*my father and i
/Edith says:
*cant see yr dad's face
*but nice photo
*u look cute
*LOL
a d e l l e s i m says:
*actually can see
/Edith says:
*yah but the dp cute right
*cut*
a d e l l e s i m says:
*but the box cute
*YEAHH
/Edith says:
*HAHA
*HOI
a d e l l e s i m says:
*HAHAHAHAH
*CUTE
*CUT
*TMD
/Edith says:
*DID WE JUS MADE THE SAME MISTAKE
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHA!!!
a d e l l e s i m says:
*yeahhh
/Edith says:
*THATS WHAT BFF ARE FOR LA.
*<3
*HAHAHAHAHH
a d e l l e s i m says:
*lol

somehow, I think im gonna miss this bitch when she leaves for netherland, YOU ARE LUCKY THAT YOU ARE COMING BACK FOR MY 21ST! else i make sure you send me a big parcel from netherlands on 8 Jan 2010 (:

so goodnight world, its another week ahead!

Okay. here it goes. Half the time i told myself "oooo! this is interesting! im gonna blog abt this tonight" and almost all the time i failed to do so. Been busy like never before. and its gonna get worse in september. Work and school is enough to occupy my weekdays. talk abt frens and family. oh wells. less naggings from daddy im sure. But you noe 'll miss you right........ (:

Finally met up with BFF like 15mins ago. I hvn seen her for... 1 month? crazy. we stay a street across only nonetheless, short catch up was pretty good. chit chat non stop with summary of all that happened within and hell yeah, its pretty eventful!(yes, when girls get tog, they SURE GOSSIP LOR! for you girls who enlarged yr pup eyes in accusation, dun deny. I know us well enough. HAHA.) Ohhh, agenda was for her to learn how to put in her new contact lens. My confidence level dropped 3bars as every 5mins passes. but after all the screams and laughter, she gave up. Try harder tmr babe. If u managed to put in but face difficulties taking it out, use the method i taught you! ^ ^ HAHAHAHAHAHAH! most retarded way ever i swear.

anyways, boys over flower became my latest dope. heh. as bimbotic it may sound, geez, Kim Hyun Joong is damnnnnn cute thou my eyes were set on Kim Bum initially. and i did the craziest omg-imma-korean-fan-and-i-will-die-just-to-touch-their-toes thing...

yah, my wall paper is Kim Hyun Joong. HAHA! but someway or another, I avoid using my phone in the train possibly. how pathetic.

And, I needa to rack my wardrobe for some corporate wear. some smart asses complained that we dress too slack at work. and memo was sent to remind us of the attire. sigh. I so hate office wear, SOOOOOOOOO HATE. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HATE! can i emphasize it anymore? I know OLs are hot stuff, but, the pencil skirt, long sleeved shirts, tops and everything else reminds me of my terrible, horrible, unimaginable experience at ETP law firm. I tore and burnt my white shirt away cos it reminds me of joyce can.........
(HAHA. neh, jus kidding) but close! sometimes i do dream abt fighting her in the court room, of cos, I WON IN THE END LA! (:

Right, speaking of dream, its about time i go back to my dream boy. So, goodnight world! (:

cause we both know very well how it will turn out, so why bother to promise something you cant fucking keep

okay, stress. damn stress. damn fucking stress

cause your love is a lie

FINALLLLLLY! (:

Spent the whole noon sorting out my stuff. Memories lost yet found. Brings back every single detail which happened before. update them tonight. SINCE IVE GOT MY BLOGGER WORKING AGAIN!! AWESOME! (:

Okay, goodbye!

hello all!!

This is a post of random. Alot of side note

1. 18/08/09: HAPPY 20TH BDAY KELVIN!! stop calling me old woman, you old man! Lets go for XLB soon. food makes us happy! (:

2. congrats to safsa for winning the game today. Please win on sunday! Im like an all time supporter. I kinda miss vballing man. Cailin! go form TP Alumni!

3. Am up at this hour, still trying to figure out my school work since the past few days. missed sch for 2 weeks and im totally at lost. Been picking up my pen, opening my book, sitting down on e dining table and TRYING to study. but bam, 5mins late, I gave up. Procrastinate, thats what i am doing. But geez, my determination is damnnnnn bad.

4. Been a damn happy girl recently. Sch is still a bitch, but im cool with it.

5. Adelle Sim, i haven seen u for ages. please call me up when you are done with exams and all.

6. Fuck that retard =) on my tagboard. you BITCH! ARE U DUMB OR STUPID. HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!

7. AND I STILL CANT FIGURE WHY I CANNOT UPLOAD PHOTOS ON BLOGGER!!!!! HOW HOW HOW. ):

Okay, goodnight world.

TEST TEST.

YAY!

FOR A CHANGE (:

but I still cant upload pics. whyyyyyy

once again, you set me thinking

So they once told me, life without a goal is like living the dead. I never understood what they meant, until now. somehow at the age of 20, being aimless seems almost like I've lived my past 20 years wanting to achieve nothing.

15 years ago, I wanted what most 5 years old kid wanted to be. A doctor. Too much pretence of doctor and patient with my brother brought me to a different level of hope. Its like, something to brag about, becoming a doctor, i can heal people. if u sick, come to me! but tt was 15years ago.

10 years ago, i dreamt of being a Teacher. Because my only source of inspiration comes from Miss Shirely Ong and Mr Daud Teo. They were my role models back then and they were the ones who gave me the dream. but when I left primary school, this dream jus fade away as I budged into my teenage life, and that was 10years ago.

So 5 years ago, I decided Law is something I wanna go into. It was made possible when I noe I did well for my O lvls and was able to get into TP's Law and Management. So I did. But I graduated with a shit GPA of 2.75 and realised, shucks. im stuck. I cant go into University, so what am I gonna do?

Applied for ACCA, thought this should make out something for myself. But I know Im taking ACCA for the sake of future, and not interest. So, enrolled but wanted to quit for SIM, go into events, marketing. And then came all the stress and objections. abt me not knowing what i want, abt me not able to decide. abt me being too playful and no strive for life. Thats when i realise. perhaps those words are what I do not want to hear, but they are right. I am so indecisive, everybody knows that. I spend like one hour just to decide what i want to eat. no joke. but, it has came to a point that I failed to stay firm in making decision tt concerns my future. that sucks big time.

I guess the only 1 thing i noe clearly, is that I want to secure a future for myself without the need to depend on my partner nor my family to support me. It might be the only satisfaction I might find in myself in the midst of all the confusion. mabbe i had made my choice. Money over interest. moreover, my interest isnt REALLLLLY my interest. unless u give me a free pass to NUS to do Law. Gladly. Give me back the 3 years in Poly. I wont be slacking it away to grad w a 2.75. geez.

this post is gonna end lidat. im still deciding on what I want. but remind me. I dun wan to be just another ordinary degree holder in Singapore. cause tt usually equals to nothing.

goodnight world.

It doesnt take long for a person to realise how stupid she might feel.Although what was known did not stopped me from what was felt, but my head is still clear about it. and tt was what made me understand, you are just being you. and I am just being me. We are like 2 parallel lines. we are the same, we face the same direction, we travel the same route down life and we understand each other so well cos we stood by each other, side by side, all the time. but sadly, we will never meet, and never will we meet at any point. Because thats just us, as 2 parrallel lines. sometimes I think I did tried. but nobody said its gonna be a piece of cake to gain it back. I said i needed what I thought was neccessary to make it work. But ironically. I think that is what failed us. Cos it just proves my very first point. Okay. seriously this is damn hard to read cos its all jumbled up. I dun tink anybody will get this post. but geez. who cares. So goodnight world. I hate mondays.

FOOEETING, EDITH