HELLO GOODBYE

Movies today. Poor leewei had to follow suit and watch ALONE as nobody else wanted simpsons. go with plan B boy. hahaha anyway, the show was okay. super scary. and all the bloody faces. OKAY not like i fancy paying to get myself scared. but, i jus wanna have the thrill. but again, simpsons would be better. no regrets though. =D

Anyway,i need exercise. like badly.

i woke up every morning feeling fatter each day without exercising. yet i cant get myself to the tracks or gym. like i reali envy people like hua lun yw edwin and more. like gyming is their life. hard working dudes. commendable.

something i can never achieve. ah. nvm, im not inspiring to be a top model. i shall jus. be fat n wallow in my tears.

OH, coming to tears. after a short session of babysitting with alv's coach baby girl, i got this sudden wee bit urge to love babies. Im not someone who goes all over babies. but recently ive been taking precise looks at babies. and i realised................................

they got damn good and unblemished skin! grrr.

check out their rosy cheeks. like. pinchable. and kissable. =D

den the once-ever-so-strong mindset that im NOT gonna have a baby when im married began to fade slowly.

But no matter how cute. imagine, having to wake up in the middle of the night, feeding them what? MILK? den sit at a corner of yr bed, patting them to slp. and meanwhile, trying to keep yr eyes wide open. every single delicate move will stun yr baby and screams will blast the whole building. den saliva drips all over yr shirt as u attempt to cuddle the baby to slp again. Whats worst, that bloody husband come up to u and ask u to get the baby to shut up cos he wants to slp. DAMN. this kinda life is a NONO for me. not until i had enff of such peace n noise-less life.

So, at the end of the discussion, babies are undeniably adorable, but not a convincing party to have in my future life.

or at least, not yet.

Im sure the problem lies with me
But i just cant pin point it.
It just lingers in the air,
Neither here nor there.

Certain feelings made known yet unknown to all.
Many things hidden away, yet people saw
Things that are left unsaid, seems obvious
but to all except the one in tears

A matter of time before it comes n goes
Matter is when will it reali show
Feel the progess but not the pain
For ultimately, you will still gain.

Today is a sinful day. i ate like alot? My stomach seems to grow a few inches wider.

6th! =D

i got a bag as a gift. yeah!

so it was fish n co with bee at wheelock den dinner with vball mates at yio chu kang. coach's treat for winning pol-ite. He is mr nice guy lahs. everybody can be mr nice when they are treating. hahaha! ok tts too evil but yes, its sort of a first dinner with everyone else. sweet!

had crabs and all. I realise i depend alot on mummy when im having crabs. cos i din noe how to start on it. of cos, we learnt new things everyday. and today i learnt to eat crabs. by myself!! =D
den it was jus chit chatting abt names. i cant stop luffing whenever i tot of the conversation we had. funny people.

pictures up.

Whoever said sisters are best frens? err, like hell NO.

Next time when im out working and richer, i'll use money to throw in her face.

hello all.

ever felt embarrassed cos u dreaded gg to the dentist and yr frens will jus luff at u? well i was once a luffing party.

dear tooth had been hurting for almost a week. im jus surviving on porridge and soup all almost all meals. its getting boring. i tried coming up with more stuff for meals. but sadly, to no avail. somebody, ideas.

anyway, Mummy told me it will cost a walloping 300bucks to get the tooth removed. wisdom tooth sure is some high end stuff. imagine wad i can do with the 300bucks. but "phew!" gone in one op. not worth. i rather endure all e pain and shop with tt 300bucks!

haha no. im jus kidding. its hella painful. i'll pay wadeva as long as its removed.

still, bro told me its gonna hurt like mad when the anaesthetic wears off. he went through a phrase of a chubby cheeked mute guy for a week aft e op. and he purely feeds on soups and porridge. poor guy. im actually optimistic okay. until he told me those. damn. im tinking twice abt gg to have it removed. ugh. totally.

now i am afraid of dentist. go on, luff all u want.

Sunday had been another boring day. just helping sis with accounts and earning tt 100bucks. i tell u, i will nv do it if it wasnt becos it was such easy money. just typing some stuff inside den i get e money. quite shiok. but still, the thought ttshe can twirl me around her fingers. ugh. i wanna throw the files in her face.finally new monday, new week. =D im excited. no idea why. jus feel. fresh!

21/07
Lcom test was ok. except my MS Word screwed up. the tables wont work. luckily dear mr chng gave me extra 10mins for that. hopefully my eyes were shrap enff to edit all mistakes.

den beach was.. not very well done. but it was pretty fun with bee and the rest anyway. it was raining alil when i reached tanjong beach. freaking inaccessible. and there was no sun. but ppl still got burnt. weird. prizes for winners are crap. i got bad impression on NUM now. still, we had great anticipation waiting for our numbers to be called during the lucky draw. yes typical singaporeans. but free gifts. who doesnt want it. but again, jus some lousy shampoo and vouchers. i tink its e thrill we are looking for. like "YEAH!" but no. just. nothing.

Den a nice uncle drove us frm tanjong beach to palawan to bath. its been AGES since i last sat a lorry. daddy use to drive lorry when i was 4 or 5. and i couldnt sit behind cos i was too young. so 10 of us squeeze behind the lorry like some bangala workers. hahahah!!! super cooling though. =D den it was jus dinner and home. i pratically fall aslp once my body hits e bed. yawn.. like now.

HAHAHAHHAHa okay, tt was birthday celebration for my 18th. check that out. my boy just entertained me with this "un-professionally done" picture by him. =D okay. its sweet lah. but. isnt it alil too lag alv? its... 6months down e road when u sent this to me. LOL.

but it brings a smile on my face whenever i tink back on the day. like THIS

=)

hahahaha. i was in shopping mood today. very in the mood. so i freaking saw this very nice bag in the Vintage Shop. like. super cool. super vintage. super like. but.. yah. too indecisive. anyway, shopping time shall come straight after lcom, accounts and matches ends.

I promise some pictures up someday. im.. too ugly because of all the pimples and eye rings appearing due to late night slp. i need rest. desperately. and my wisdome tooth is acting up. hopefully this time it doesnt stay for long. =x hahaha. nvm beach this sat. its been long since i last played. i cant wait. somthing to look forward to in e week. =D

Somethings never leave. It was jus left behind the back of yr head momentarily. i realised.

whine time.

unexpected, but harry potter was, boring.....

okay. i was denying when yingwei told me ppl said its a disappointment, i mean. since when harry potter will be a disappointment!? oh well. putting aside the fact that i slept less den 6 hours, i was practically falling asleep through out the movie. i can count the number of times i laughed. like 3? and the number of times tt got my holding my breath. like 1? there was not much action nor thrilling moments, most of the movie is verbal. only till its reaching its end, Lord Vodermort came out and tried to fight harry. den 1min later, he is gone. i cant even rmb how the movie ended. its jus so.. anti climax. chey. lousy. 2 outta 5 stars!! so people, dun expect much.

Its okay! more to come. wait for the half blood prince to be out. i reckon it might be much nicer, I HOPE? meanwhile, Vancancy seems like a show worthy to be watched. =D

it was home soon after the movie. im damn restless. my eyelids are jus, trying hard to meet each other. ugh. too tired to even get involved in river island sales!! i jus wan home, and rest.. and more rest. this past few weeks had been so hectic. trainings, POL-ITE, projects, exams, homework.

things had been of different status lately, everything seems to be of the standard procedure alr. not much excitement, not much anticipation. too tired. too bored. too damn busy.
i reali like, need a real long break and goes into hibernation for awhile. i dun even have time for myself. like have some quiet time alone. sometimes, it does feel good.

i wanna pop on my bed and snore like nobody's business. but cpc is calling out to me.... sighs, Yes, this is my life, check it out.

Harry Potter tmr. but i dun feel e same excitment as i did few days ago. i guess at e back of my head goes "CPC..... prima facie case....... inherently incredible.... presumption.... empolyment... occupier....... NO CASE TO ASNWER!"

bh. my life needs more interesting stuff den those current ones.. its 3.01 am.. my mind says "slp. dun fall aslp during movie tmr" My brain wun let me off. i cant slp w/o completing my work. damn shag. cpc is a big time killer.

For the first time in my life, im looking forward to the arrival of MONDAY, where my project is finally due

Is it me? or is it jus sth lost?

I love my course. i love Law&Management. I especially love Criminal Procedure Code because it is damn chim and project is damn tough, time is damn short, i sleep damn late and hences, the damn pimples on my face.

but i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law i love law.

i cant find a better way to express my love.

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Ever wonder if u and yr best fren/bf had actually met each other long before u guys officially meT? come to tink of it, its amazing. First it was Shaun Fong. He was my kindergarten fren and was the guy tt stood behind me when we took class photo, the guy tt might be my partner when we were lining up to go to e playgrd and he is the same guy i met 6 years later in my secondary school and my best pal since then.

Furthermore, my childhood was triggered when rongna mentioned she tinks alvin might be e guy i tot was cute when i was sec 2. (though i cant reali rmb) but i guess i saw him during the matches tt was held in my secondary school. imgaine. I was at e scoring table when he came over n sign e scoresheets. its like. so close, yet so far. =) haha.

How many times we had crossed each other's path without knowing that...... we WILL noe each other. and now when i tink back, its jus amazing. =D seriously. tonight is a great night. Im having great thoughts. =D

First game, first victory.. and more to come! both guys n girls team!! much loves =)

anyway, transformers is GREAT! darn cool. reali.
harry potter coming up next. i cant wait.. the excitment is too overwhelming. Pls let saturday arrive SOON!!!! =(

and contract test is tmr. but im too tired to absorb. hopefully e paper wont be too tough.

still, HAPPY PEOPLE, HAPPY DAY! =D

library is like the best place to relax. esp during long break which im having now. BUT only when u dun meet noisy people.

its perplexing why some people can just bear to talk SO loudly in the library. LIKE LIBRARY?pls shut ya mouth. go else whr to chit chat can.

so this group of... girls. (i shall not mention race) was sitting just right infront of me in e library. and speaking SO SO SO loudly. den giggling and singing.. and and worst still, scolding vulgar over the slightest thing on earth. oh get a life girls, we got an image to mantain. dont blame e guy's disrespect towards us now. look at e way some girls acted.

they go "wahlan ehh cb knn lah! funny SIA~ ......... hehehehehehe hahahah!! fuck u lah cb!" oh dear. time to wise up people. its not helping yr reputation.BOO HOO!

anyway, im trying to do my work. i got no choice but to ask them to "Can u PLEASE lower down yr volume" with a plastered smile on my face. if they realise im not obliged be nice. and ask them to shut up becos they ARE suppose to shut up. im jus being polite. like i said, girls got a image to mantain. Sadly, my pleads only served effects for 10mins. and the"hehehehehes" started all over again. save me.

now i can only stone and seriously wonder, what is wrong with people?

This is crap. so there is a LCOM test tt bears 20% of my end year exam on 21 JULY!
damn. this is not cool. not at all.

First its a saturday! I rmb some years back, the government set a 5DAY week. so, no sch on sat n sun. ah.. to promote family love.... and and, for people to slow down their pace and relax. reduce stress u see. yes. whatever happens to that "rule"? like HELLO? give us a break la. saturday is meant for bonding session with daddy mummy and sissy (not like i do it.. but nvm). Do not bombard us with test especially, and i shall not mention the fact that i got beach comp on that day lah! ugh. spoiler. worst still, im not granted LOA! im playing for TP okay. FOR TP! stupid monkey doesnt wan to grant LOA. Well, with regards to this matter, i express my deepest annoyance towards the school for handling it so.. 'un-tactically'.

but to summarize, the above complaints are purely a source to vent my anger. im still gg for the test with a huge smile on my face, on a saturday frm 9-1130, missing the comp and blaming only myself to be so jinxed. yes.

anyway, I guess somethings are just like "whatever~!" hahahaha. u guys gotta watch the video. i've set this as my fav since e last time saw this. super CUTE!

CMON! click the play button, promise it'll make yr day. =D

another monday. i dread monday. it starts with EARLY and boring cpc lecture though matavan can be a joke sometimes. i printed my notes halfway when the ink died on me. it further prompted me to skip lecture. blah blah blah.. UGH. wadeva.

conclusion, i dread the arrival of monday.

but learning to look at things in a different manner, i love monday! because 5 days later, its saturday again! =D

I love looking at yr back when im riding behind u. =D your missed, baby!

FOOEETING, EDITH