Chalet ystd w e girls was a blast. blasting emotions. hahahh! photos up soon. the aftermath of alcohol and overnight mahjong left me all drained out. =(
and woo woo!! 29feb2008 LEAP YEAR!
I practically spent the day sleeping. But but! I dreamt like i won 20million with huiming from TOTO! we bought number for bdays, anniversaries, jersey number blah blah. wtf? 20million! den we're like hella happy and went to collect our money.... but its at some cave. BAHAHAHAHAHH! yes cave. and somehow i heard my mum's voice "DINNNNNERRR!" and i jerked awake. there goes my 20million! cmon! at least let me hold it! even in my dreams! =D
630pm. 3messages. 5missed calls. 1000 misses for u.
meanwhile, Im awaiting for beach tmr.. like finally!
♥Friday, February 29, 2008
♥Wednesday, February 27, 2008
I lost my pen for the 3rd time within a month.
$2.75 + &1.75 + $1.75
=$6.25
wtf.
$2.75 + &1.75 + $1.75
=$6.25
wtf.
♥
when 2 best fren converse, this is the outcome.
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
hahahah
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
girl.
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
lets be les.
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
cos u can be sure i wun leave u
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
=D
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
hows tt sound
dude- says:
i cant imgaine kissing you
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
les are hot btw
dude- says:
honest.
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
HAHAHAH f u.
dude- says:
hahhahahhahahha
and jass! yr so true!
best fren GOES RIGHT IN YOUR FACE!
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
hahahah
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
girl.
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
lets be les.
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
cos u can be sure i wun leave u
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
=D
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
hows tt sound
dude- says:
i cant imgaine kissing you
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
les are hot btw
dude- says:
honest.
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
HAHAHAH f u.
dude- says:
hahhahahhahahha
and jass! yr so true!
best fren GOES RIGHT IN YOUR FACE!
♥Tuesday, February 26, 2008
YOU KNOW YOU KNOW! BH!!
fam is like damn screwed up. zzzzzzzzzz, say bye to A! and helllo to SUPPPPPPPP. booo
sheeesh. im over tt. hahaha. had zs n yw for company today after paper. was suppose to head down to town for food n tao huay. but in e end all 3 lazy shit decided to jus go tmall and.... erm WALK? omg. like tmall. hahaha wadeva.
DISCOVERY! interesting book.
fam is like damn screwed up. zzzzzzzzzz, say bye to A! and helllo to SUPPPPPPPP. booo
sheeesh. im over tt. hahaha. had zs n yw for company today after paper. was suppose to head down to town for food n tao huay. but in e end all 3 lazy shit decided to jus go tmall and.... erm WALK? omg. like tmall. hahaha wadeva.
DISCOVERY! interesting book.
bahahahahhaha! wtf. SEXIST! One day im gonna come out with a book to defend
But no doubt, after flipping through the pages, i came across some pretty funny stuff....
its clear right?
and its so true. tink everybody will agree. hahahah! and coming to this, i just have an issue abt virginity. I expressed honest opinion that i WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT AND I WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNTT, my husband to be a virgin. and freaking hell got luffed at.
den i moved around and asked guys wads their stand on this.. OH hell, surprise surprise, 5 outta 5 say they wun save it till marriage.(even those guai dudes who studies n play com all day)
So, i came out with 2 section under Law of Sex
Men's sexual needs and virginity
59.-Men might lose their virginity and fuck a girl before or in continuance of the relationship with the girl at any place or time as long as they deem the mentioned
(a) apartment/grass/bushes/or
(b) any part in the household such as kitchen,floor,bedroom,bathroom,balcony, or if they cant wait, doorstep,
to be comfortable, soothing, excited and/or turned on enough to enable the simulation of desire and lust for sex.
Paramount consideration to the virginity of men held on till marriage
60.- NIL
BOOOO! DOUBLE! TRIPLE! bahahahahahha!
♥
okay,
Whats the best thing to do when u wake up with a drop of tear rolling down yr face due to the terrible nightmare u've got which seemed HELLLA REAL, splitting headache, puffed up eyes, messed up hair, baffled strings of thought running through yr brain, battling with yr heart and yr brain, regretting decision uve made but eventually noe its SUPPOSED to turn out well. You're struck with the feeling that e world is damn bloody fucked up and yr of no difference. no mabbe jus ONE PERSON. you smell like a rat btw, yet u dun give a shit to bath cos somehow u cant move and worst of all u actually have a important paper at 2.30, nothing went into yr head yet and nothing will be going in..........................................................................................................................................................
Simply smile. =)
I reali ought to start fam law now. but my brain is stopping me.... imagine accounts.
wtf.
and lionel, whrs my distraction?!
Whats the best thing to do when u wake up with a drop of tear rolling down yr face due to the terrible nightmare u've got which seemed HELLLA REAL, splitting headache, puffed up eyes, messed up hair, baffled strings of thought running through yr brain, battling with yr heart and yr brain, regretting decision uve made but eventually noe its SUPPOSED to turn out well. You're struck with the feeling that e world is damn bloody fucked up and yr of no difference. no mabbe jus ONE PERSON. you smell like a rat btw, yet u dun give a shit to bath cos somehow u cant move and worst of all u actually have a important paper at 2.30, nothing went into yr head yet and nothing will be going in..........................................................................................................................................................
Simply smile. =)
I reali ought to start fam law now. but my brain is stopping me.... imagine accounts.
wtf.
and lionel, whrs my distraction?!
♥
STAND BY IT EETING. stay strong. =)
i need a distractor in my life. who would like to be one?
i need a distractor in my life. who would like to be one?
♥Monday, February 25, 2008
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
a dream girl for me would be
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
would be wad
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
chill
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
describing
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
haha okay
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
tanned, short hair, sporty, competitive, decent etc
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
den i stopped myself coz
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
now dun get the wroong idea or anything
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
but u had the exact same description
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
except mebbe the decent part
hahahhaha arse. i jus gotta post this. but eh, IM HELLA DECENT okay! =D
and back to studying.....
a dream girl for me would be
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
would be wad
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
chill
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
describing
`doughnut__• edith •* says:
haha okay
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
tanned, short hair, sporty, competitive, decent etc
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
den i stopped myself coz
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
now dun get the wroong idea or anything
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
but u had the exact same description
♠Kĥãî Ð says:
except mebbe the decent part
hahahhaha arse. i jus gotta post this. but eh, IM HELLA DECENT okay! =D
and back to studying.....
♥Sunday, February 24, 2008
GEEZ, If i have a gun, I'll most prolly shoot you right on e heart.
Certain things are pretty impossible, so leave it that way, cos somethings are better left unsaid.
I wish..
oh fuck.
Certain things are pretty impossible, so leave it that way, cos somethings are better left unsaid.
I wish..
oh fuck.
♥Friday, February 22, 2008
ROLL EYES!
Laptop's been a real biaaaatch! i hate. ugh. mummy can i pls get a new one? *flatter eyelashes* =D
Okayy, sups, number 1,
Seriously, I realise i can only do it under pressure. No joke.. peers, or mabbe time constrain, Like when u noe u only have that night to complete it, JUST THAT PARTICULAR NIGHT, u gotta hurry. no time to waste. e atmosphere is right. ambience feels so great. only den i can produce good productions.
so, the higher the stress level, the higher the productivity level. =) So the next time u hear me crying for help, smile for me! cos im being real productive. *grins*
oh I MEAN, productive in studies context. =D
sheesh, ive been mugging non stop today except for eating and, *hmph* shitting, (in a crude way) SO? screw those nail cutting n hair combing sessions.
MY LIFE IS ON TRACK AGAIN.....................
sups, number 2.
i want MOVIES. MOVIES! the last time i watched sweeny todd, it was normal. too musical tt the gore, which i tot was THAT gore-y for M18, was almost non existing. no idea why lionel's so craz' over it.
anwys, i wanna watchhhhhh..
Ps i love u (no matter how stupid guys might tink it is)
Ju-no (which i tot was JU-ON when lw told me and im like omg, NO. bahahahaha!!)
Kiterunner (the book was hell good, i teared when i read it.and u dun call tt loser. tts simply expressive ookay.)
Fool's Gold (Kate Hudson's so hawt, n Matthew McConaughey, almost 40 i tink, but wooooo!)
and oh, perhaps Meet The Spartans.. if at any time im feeling stupid enff to pay 7bucks and sit in for 2hrs looking at a re-edited movie with zero originality and a hundred,they think it exisited,humour.
Yes, like i said, mabbe i will watch.
sighs, but i tink that movie attract guys more, since they belong to e same genre =D
GOODNIGHT WORLD
Laptop's been a real biaaaatch! i hate. ugh. mummy can i pls get a new one? *flatter eyelashes* =D
Okayy, sups, number 1,
Seriously, I realise i can only do it under pressure. No joke.. peers, or mabbe time constrain, Like when u noe u only have that night to complete it, JUST THAT PARTICULAR NIGHT, u gotta hurry. no time to waste. e atmosphere is right. ambience feels so great. only den i can produce good productions.
so, the higher the stress level, the higher the productivity level. =) So the next time u hear me crying for help, smile for me! cos im being real productive. *grins*
oh I MEAN, productive in studies context. =D
sheesh, ive been mugging non stop today except for eating and, *hmph* shitting, (in a crude way) SO? screw those nail cutting n hair combing sessions.
MY LIFE IS ON TRACK AGAIN.....................
sups, number 2.
i want MOVIES. MOVIES! the last time i watched sweeny todd, it was normal. too musical tt the gore, which i tot was THAT gore-y for M18, was almost non existing. no idea why lionel's so craz' over it.
anwys, i wanna watchhhhhh..
Ps i love u (no matter how stupid guys might tink it is)
Ju-no (which i tot was JU-ON when lw told me and im like omg, NO. bahahahaha!!)
Kiterunner (the book was hell good, i teared when i read it.and u dun call tt loser. tts simply expressive ookay.)
Fool's Gold (Kate Hudson's so hawt, n Matthew McConaughey, almost 40 i tink, but wooooo!)
and oh, perhaps Meet The Spartans.. if at any time im feeling stupid enff to pay 7bucks and sit in for 2hrs looking at a re-edited movie with zero originality and a hundred,they think it exisited,humour.
Yes, like i said, mabbe i will watch.
sighs, but i tink that movie attract guys more, since they belong to e same genre =D
GOODNIGHT WORLD
♥Tuesday, February 19, 2008
I think I miss you.............
♥Monday, February 18, 2008
I realli need to study.like REALLY.
First paper's on monday and im still plucking nails, combing my hair, staring at the pimple tt tt's reflected in the mirror, and oh, at the same time think of ways to slim tt boyd down cos somebody jus mentioned that yours truly grew fatter. But again, food forms part of me, i doubt i wanna distance myself frm tt wonderful creation.
wadeva.
but again, im reali trying hard to take in the words printed on tt $1 for 40pieces of paper, paper. geddit? okay nvm, its jus a paper. anyways. brain is malfunctioning. not tt its late. it malfunctioned at every point of time. dun ask why, i'll most prob shove sth down the throat. concentration zero. Time for new motivations.
mabbe a hamster.
No, u call that distractor.
oh, mabbe a bf.
No u call that toublemaker. hahahahah! kidddddinggg.
okay i need a place in Uni.
which means i need a GPA 3.5
which means i need As...
which means i need to focus.
which means i needto stop tinking of pointless stuff.
which goes back to the point ONE, where i was at
CONCENTRATE!
den here comes, im pretty affected and i dunnoe why. confusing at times. i cant fathom wads going on in that pea-brain head. like HALO? simplify yrself. or mabbe its jus different level of thinking.
at times lidat, i flipped to the notebook of reminders.
There states; "stubborness is also determination. its jus the power of changing "wont power" to "will power"
sounds easy. but i cant do it. dignity got me going. ego got the other. call me headstrong/stubborn, but i prefer pinciples. i guess no meant no for me. at least, this is something i can fully decide for myself.
den i spoke to mel and he said sth i guess i gotta agree.
"Girls want to hear what they WANT to hear, not what they OUGHT to hear."
i guess... i guess.
First paper's on monday and im still plucking nails, combing my hair, staring at the pimple tt tt's reflected in the mirror, and oh, at the same time think of ways to slim tt boyd down cos somebody jus mentioned that yours truly grew fatter. But again, food forms part of me, i doubt i wanna distance myself frm tt wonderful creation.
wadeva.
but again, im reali trying hard to take in the words printed on tt $1 for 40pieces of paper, paper. geddit? okay nvm, its jus a paper. anyways. brain is malfunctioning. not tt its late. it malfunctioned at every point of time. dun ask why, i'll most prob shove sth down the throat. concentration zero. Time for new motivations.
mabbe a hamster.
No, u call that distractor.
oh, mabbe a bf.
No u call that toublemaker. hahahahah! kidddddinggg.
okay i need a place in Uni.
which means i need a GPA 3.5
which means i need As...
which means i need to focus.
which means i needto stop tinking of pointless stuff.
which goes back to the point ONE, where i was at
CONCENTRATE!
den here comes, im pretty affected and i dunnoe why. confusing at times. i cant fathom wads going on in that pea-brain head. like HALO? simplify yrself. or mabbe its jus different level of thinking.
at times lidat, i flipped to the notebook of reminders.
There states; "stubborness is also determination. its jus the power of changing "wont power" to "will power"
sounds easy. but i cant do it. dignity got me going. ego got the other. call me headstrong/stubborn, but i prefer pinciples. i guess no meant no for me. at least, this is something i can fully decide for myself.
den i spoke to mel and he said sth i guess i gotta agree.
"Girls want to hear what they WANT to hear, not what they OUGHT to hear."
i guess... i guess.
♥
Exams are round the corner, i think i need motivation.
and there the saying goes. "courage only comes in when u overcome your fear.. there could be no courage, when there is no fear. "
ravi wanted to send me a song by FOB -i am a lawyer. hahahaha but it failed. TWICE! whyyyy...
yeah, so much for motivation.. well, i told him try again tmr. =D
Its been almost a month since i last touch volleyball. since IVP. and i think i pretty much miss the feel of it. and beach. somehow i got disconnect with vball for awhile, no games, no mood, no passion. yeah wadeva, along these lines.
and there the saying goes. "courage only comes in when u overcome your fear.. there could be no courage, when there is no fear. "
I need courage. badly.
♥Friday, February 15, 2008
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ALL!
Spread the love......... so many ladies with flowers ard. and balloons... with "I LOVE U DEAAARRR" yucks. get a life. valentine's day dun mean "show off my overwhleming love for my baby/darling/dear/honey in public'' day.
well well, but i got my sunflowers too! and a reminder notebook frm raud n lw. thank you all. =)
so..........
did C&E project in school................ painted, with help frm dear lw.
turn it around
LONELY..........
NOT. =D
pictures up
Raudhah.
Peilin
gay boy.
gossip guys
and partners.
and back home. =D
Ciaos! class at 9 tmr. its the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!
♥Thursday, February 7, 2008
HOLA!
Happy happy CHINESE new year all! with extra emphasize that its CHINESE new year.
why?
cause tt meant ang bao, ang bao and MOREE ang bao. *grins*
well its been reali tiring this few days. basically busy with fam and all.
Finally project is up and new year comes =)
so had my reunion dinner before meeting Chin Ah Beng for a night of non alcholic pubbing n clubbling. HAHA its not loser. i dun need hang over for next day. Its been awhile since we hang out.
went to NewAsia Bar. well view was indeed magnificent! All the way from 70th story high! my goodness. anyways, my N6500 2mp phone suck. the photo produced is gross but anyways, tts e best i could do.
went to NewAsia Bar. well view was indeed magnificent! All the way from 70th story high! my goodness. anyways, my N6500 2mp phone suck. the photo produced is gross but anyways, tts e best i could do.
my MOCKtail.
chin ah beng
Poor me had swollen eye tt day due to bacterial infection. but BIG thanks to lw, photoshop-ed it. =Dden MOS, hella crowded. yes and paid money to enter for awhile and left after drinking.. well i din wan to return home all red and drunk. hahaha, anyways, in short, fun. =D
Gonna see my fav kiddo tomorrow! I LIKEEEEEE =D
♥Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Wednesday, 3.22am
Family law jus sent to grouppie's email. she's beat. dead beat. Chinese new year eve and room is in a mess. unhair undone with pimples all over the oily face.
sweet.. so sweet.
She laid down, thinking of everything tt happened. eyes closed yet mind unshut.
Thoughts kept running and running.... like thousands of unbroken threads.
"ystd, last friday, last last saturday. last month... 2years ago."
The same old faces appeared. she sees, yet she dun remember. Funny how it twisted her ard her own fingers.
The boy, near yet far, reachable yet uncertain, love, yet hesistation. She walked in circles, reaching out for help yet faced rejections.
the closer, the higher the expectations, the greater the pain, the larger the disappointment.
Shakespeare says "love me, love me not"
She says "love him, love him......... NOT!
and stay tt way.
SNAP SNAP!
like HELLLLLLLLOO? back to reality.
concentrate eeting, concentrate. dun let the smile dazed yr soul.
Family law jus sent to grouppie's email. she's beat. dead beat. Chinese new year eve and room is in a mess. unhair undone with pimples all over the oily face.
sweet.. so sweet.
She laid down, thinking of everything tt happened. eyes closed yet mind unshut.
Thoughts kept running and running.... like thousands of unbroken threads.
"ystd, last friday, last last saturday. last month... 2years ago."
The same old faces appeared. she sees, yet she dun remember. Funny how it twisted her ard her own fingers.
The boy, near yet far, reachable yet uncertain, love, yet hesistation. She walked in circles, reaching out for help yet faced rejections.
the closer, the higher the expectations, the greater the pain, the larger the disappointment.
Shakespeare says "love me, love me not"
She says "love him, love him......... NOT!
and stay tt way.
SNAP SNAP!
like HELLLLLLLLOO? back to reality.
concentrate eeting, concentrate. dun let the smile dazed yr soul.
♥Saturday, February 2, 2008
1st FEB 2008
HAPPY 21st BDAY to......................
DEAR YAO WEI!!! =D
yr loved, my fren!
HAPPY 21st BDAY to......................
DEAR YAO WEI!!! =D
yr loved, my fren!
