I cant deny this.
Its weird how I feel this wave of disappointment once again.
You come and go as you wish,
leave me wondering as much as I dont wish to.
all that took me higher,
was all that pulled me lower.
Stupid it may be,
Perhaps its becos what i thought had changed, infact never did change.
not one bit.
just bring me away, someday.
♥Saturday, May 30, 2009
♥Monday, May 25, 2009
Sometimes love comes around
and they knock you down
just get back up
when they knock you down, knock you down
♥
the people who made life in tp, sweetest. (:
always.
♥Saturday, May 16, 2009
Actually, im not interested. Period. UGH!
♥Monday, May 11, 2009
OMG I WANT I WANT I WANT!
THIS IS THE DREAM PHONE! BEEN TELLING THE DUDES TT I WAN MY PHONE TO BE LIKE "GOSSIP GIRLS, XOXO." WTF. FOUND IT. SIDEKICK! BUT US IS SO FRIGGING SELFISH, EITHER THAT OR SINGAPORE LIKE STUPID. WHY DONT THEY BRING THIS IN. ): PEOPLE, OR PEOPLE WHO NOES PEOPLE WHO ARE SELLING SIDEKICK IN SG, PLS INFORM! WILL LOVE U TO BITSSSSS.
LIKE I SAID,
OMG I WANT I WANT I WANT!
♥Saturday, May 9, 2009
EDITH WANTS TO GO BUTTER FACT, BUT GOT WORK ON SUNDAY. WAHLAO.
♥Wednesday, May 6, 2009
HAHAHAHA. Surprise topic. but I suddenly remembered reading some article that lw showed me few weeks back. So the controversial was all over about girls loving bad boys (BB) and chucking good guys (GG) off from the “people to date” rack and its been very much proven that BB may indeed beat GG when it comes to getting female attention. HAHAHA. Being a female myself, I’m def not opposing to this generality at all.
Having said this, we ever had a short conversation about my expectations when it comes to getting a boyfriend. I mean okay.. If u really ask me to define “bad boy”, I won’t stereotype smokers, clubbers, playboy etc to be one of them . Rather, I think they are just the type of guy who knows exactly how to act and wad to say to manipulate women into giving him what he wants. Or even, making women fall for him. THEN FUCK CARE ALR!
Yes, You might already think I am one of the minority who hates BB , but sadly, I once told people that I rather BB den GG. OR rather, BB turns good. =D But cmon, tts asking for the impossible seriously. Cos if he would ever turn good, he WONT be bad luh. -.- well I guess im just taking things for granted. But I realised, the BB craze and excitement can only last for that moment, until the sparks died, for it is their physiology attributes which attracted ladies’s attention. Not psychologically. They speak fluently (in negative terms) and have a way with words. They are the ones who talked you into leaving yr good ol’ good guy bf. They made you envisioned them as the HOT N NAUGHT (Y) boyfriend whom your gfs will swarm all over. You think they are the walking models whom u can bring them out and flaunt to the world, NOTE! YOU THINK. They might look even worse den any GGbf whom u ever had. Yikes. Sounds gross? Well, it is human’s nature to fall for illusions. Illusions which clearly blinds them from the truth that HE IS A JERK! JERK!! OR EVEN, U-G-L-Y JERK! Duh!
BUT GG are the ones who stood by you. They might be the one who has been listening to you crying over your BAD BOY boyfriend the one whom u tot might have given up things for you. GGbf are the the ones whom you call everynight when u have a fight with the BBbf. The ones who went shopping with you for your BBbf’s vday gift, bday gift, monthly anniversaries. -.- The ones who stood at the side waiting for you to end class while you are hugging and smooching your BBbf in the deserted corner. They are the ones who has been there 99% of the time. And tts 98% MORE THEN the time and attention your stupid BBbf gives to you.. But sadly, they often go unnoticed. I guess they actually requires a longer time to be taken note of, but nonetheless, they are also the ones whom I can safely say that will be the ones who last (as in ever lasting’s last) in the relationship. At least that’s for me.
All in all, I dunno how this would actually affect the people reading this, but I guess its about time we girls should take a look around clearly, OPEN THAT HALFCOCKED EYES and take a clear view of our surrounding, the one whom u are looking for might jus be the one who has been around all this while yet unnoticed cos he was not the ‘legendary’ BB and for guys, dun change to be the bad guy that everybody is talking about, for the conclusion is that,
Good guys finish last. but finish best. (:
Having said this, we ever had a short conversation about my expectations when it comes to getting a boyfriend. I mean okay.. If u really ask me to define “bad boy”, I won’t stereotype smokers, clubbers, playboy etc to be one of them . Rather, I think they are just the type of guy who knows exactly how to act and wad to say to manipulate women into giving him what he wants. Or even, making women fall for him. THEN FUCK CARE ALR!
Yes, You might already think I am one of the minority who hates BB , but sadly, I once told people that I rather BB den GG. OR rather, BB turns good. =D But cmon, tts asking for the impossible seriously. Cos if he would ever turn good, he WONT be bad luh. -.- well I guess im just taking things for granted. But I realised, the BB craze and excitement can only last for that moment, until the sparks died, for it is their physiology attributes which attracted ladies’s attention. Not psychologically. They speak fluently (in negative terms) and have a way with words. They are the ones who talked you into leaving yr good ol’ good guy bf. They made you envisioned them as the HOT N NAUGHT (Y) boyfriend whom your gfs will swarm all over. You think they are the walking models whom u can bring them out and flaunt to the world, NOTE! YOU THINK. They might look even worse den any GGbf whom u ever had. Yikes. Sounds gross? Well, it is human’s nature to fall for illusions. Illusions which clearly blinds them from the truth that HE IS A JERK! JERK!! OR EVEN, U-G-L-Y JERK! Duh!
BUT GG are the ones who stood by you. They might be the one who has been listening to you crying over your BAD BOY boyfriend the one whom u tot might have given up things for you. GGbf are the the ones whom you call everynight when u have a fight with the BBbf. The ones who went shopping with you for your BBbf’s vday gift, bday gift, monthly anniversaries. -.- The ones who stood at the side waiting for you to end class while you are hugging and smooching your BBbf in the deserted corner. They are the ones who has been there 99% of the time. And tts 98% MORE THEN the time and attention your stupid BBbf gives to you.. But sadly, they often go unnoticed. I guess they actually requires a longer time to be taken note of, but nonetheless, they are also the ones whom I can safely say that will be the ones who last (as in ever lasting’s last) in the relationship. At least that’s for me.
All in all, I dunno how this would actually affect the people reading this, but I guess its about time we girls should take a look around clearly, OPEN THAT HALFCOCKED EYES and take a clear view of our surrounding, the one whom u are looking for might jus be the one who has been around all this while yet unnoticed cos he was not the ‘legendary’ BB and for guys, dun change to be the bad guy that everybody is talking about, for the conclusion is that,
Good guys finish last. but finish best. (:
♥Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Okay, apologies for the lack of updates. Mood's been off blogging, but ah, its back! (:
Anyways nth much has been going on, life's so fun slacking away. heh. besides the fact tt im lacking cash. errrr, work's going on damn well. Edwin, Rui and I worked for some world gourmet food event at sentosa last saturday. Its actually those kick ass chefs from singapore preparing fine dining dishes for the peeps. my goodness, u have to like pay 180bucks just to go for the event can. like wtf. BUT BUT BUT the food is divine. We basically just have to tab beer for those dudes. archipalego is the beer and its pretty good. angle needed to create only 2fingers space of foam. anything more or less, FAIL!!! NEED SKILLS OKAY! was tough getting the standard initially, but hey, we are like fast learners. hahahaha! i wanna do it again!
THEN COMES THE BEST PART. we get to eattttttt! steaks, salmon, duck, fish crepe, tempura. LIKE WOAH. while ppl pay to eat, i eat and get paid. hows that!! (: woooooooo. I just kept nudging edwin when we were checking out e food. HAHAHAHA. glutton wadeva u may call. im jus making my life happier (:
den beer fest at sg flyer was less of a excitment except that I could see marina barrage from the place. (okay, doesnt change much) fuck la. i want to go can. why nobody bring me there. ): so it was jus me n jass staring at each other until late evening when people started filling up the place for cheap beer. but tabbing beer is still cooler yo! =D
okay next, graduation is on 2oth (okayy) while prom is on 23rd and i have yet to get my dress! oscars is hard la, leewei. I bet u everybody is gonna go outta theme. Cocktail dresses and corset ftw, but wo zhao bu dao leiiiii! stupid ax dress cos 339bucks. LIKE HOW TO BUY? okay, if my bf rich ah.......... =D but, rich bf strays. den again, nobody is perfect. BUT I told zs if i find one rich dude, my 21st bday next year shall be held on a yacht! HAHAHA. okay dream on bitch.
oh, on the lighter note, girls... phuture soon? (:
Anyways nth much has been going on, life's so fun slacking away. heh. besides the fact tt im lacking cash. errrr, work's going on damn well. Edwin, Rui and I worked for some world gourmet food event at sentosa last saturday. Its actually those kick ass chefs from singapore preparing fine dining dishes for the peeps. my goodness, u have to like pay 180bucks just to go for the event can. like wtf. BUT BUT BUT the food is divine. We basically just have to tab beer for those dudes. archipalego is the beer and its pretty good. angle needed to create only 2fingers space of foam. anything more or less, FAIL!!! NEED SKILLS OKAY! was tough getting the standard initially, but hey, we are like fast learners. hahahaha! i wanna do it again!
THEN COMES THE BEST PART. we get to eattttttt! steaks, salmon, duck, fish crepe, tempura. LIKE WOAH. while ppl pay to eat, i eat and get paid. hows that!! (: woooooooo. I just kept nudging edwin when we were checking out e food. HAHAHAHA. glutton wadeva u may call. im jus making my life happier (:
den beer fest at sg flyer was less of a excitment except that I could see marina barrage from the place. (okay, doesnt change much) fuck la. i want to go can. why nobody bring me there. ): so it was jus me n jass staring at each other until late evening when people started filling up the place for cheap beer. but tabbing beer is still cooler yo! =D
okay next, graduation is on 2oth (okayy) while prom is on 23rd and i have yet to get my dress! oscars is hard la, leewei. I bet u everybody is gonna go outta theme. Cocktail dresses and corset ftw, but wo zhao bu dao leiiiii! stupid ax dress cos 339bucks. LIKE HOW TO BUY? okay, if my bf rich ah.......... =D but, rich bf strays. den again, nobody is perfect. BUT I told zs if i find one rich dude, my 21st bday next year shall be held on a yacht! HAHAHA. okay dream on bitch.
oh, on the lighter note, girls... phuture soon? (:
