Drug allergy caused swollen eyes but 2 days MC is love. then comes friday and its END OF THE WEEK! Joyce is still giving me hell and there is too much to be said. This 2 days escape from her feels really good. =) sorry ibrahim, you are her next victim.
I swear im growing fatter each day. My daily routine revolves around eating, sitting, eating, sitting, eating and sleeping. Call me weight obessed, i dont care. who doesnt want me be slim right. =D This is only the THIRD week of attachment. I cant imagine at the end of 11weeks, what will become of me.
I need to go on serious diet plan.
Only plain water, more fruits, no oily food, no fast food, no fried food, no supper, more volleyball, stop skipping training, do more gym and fitness, more jogging, quit eating junk and, promise to fulfil the above statement.
Hopefully.
♥Thursday, September 25, 2008
♥Monday, September 22, 2008
So sunday was spent at Turf City, being JP's all time soccer fan and cheerleader. (minus pompom and mini skirt) I dunnoe wad happened during the day. Jus soccer, soccer, and more soccer. So jus let the pictures show all.
AND THE FUNNIEST PICTURES OF ALLLLLL! HAHAHAHAHAH
AND THE FUNNIEST PICTURES OF ALLLLLL! HAHAHAHAHAH
Anyway guys, despite everything, im sure you all won, still.
Remember.. PROCESS PROCESSSSS! =D
Then its another day of work tmr... EEYER! TUESDAY ONLY
♥Sunday, September 21, 2008
This is Khairull Daniel for u all. =)
♠Khai says:
lets say i pay X to give me blow job, den while doing it, i tell X 'eh since u doing this why not u have sex with me for free? if not nvm ah. continue with blowjob'
♠Khai says:
haiya nvm la
♠Khai says:
simple minded fools
/Edith - says:
wad abt dirty mind bastarddddddd
/Edith - says:
ah ah ah
/Edith - says:
blow job of all things
♠Khai says:
hahaha
♠Khai says:
i heard that example somewhere
♠Khai says:
thats why i used it
/Edith - says:
ah
/Edith - says:
tt doesnt escape the dirty minded liability
♠Khai says:
hahaha
♠Khai says:
its in every guy's mind
♠Khai says:
jus that i embrace it while others shun it away
/Edith - says:
embrace WHAT?
/Edith - says:
sex?
/Edith - says:
blowjob?
♠Khai says:
the dirty mind
♠Khai says:
like every guy has a dirty mind
THERE U GO KHAI. and im sure its called analogy.
♠Khai says:
lets say i pay X to give me blow job, den while doing it, i tell X 'eh since u doing this why not u have sex with me for free? if not nvm ah. continue with blowjob'
♠Khai says:
haiya nvm la
♠Khai says:
simple minded fools
/Edith - says:
wad abt dirty mind bastarddddddd
/Edith - says:
ah ah ah
/Edith - says:
blow job of all things
♠Khai says:
hahaha
♠Khai says:
i heard that example somewhere
♠Khai says:
thats why i used it
/Edith - says:
ah
/Edith - says:
tt doesnt escape the dirty minded liability
♠Khai says:
hahaha
♠Khai says:
its in every guy's mind
♠Khai says:
jus that i embrace it while others shun it away
/Edith - says:
embrace WHAT?
/Edith - says:
sex?
/Edith - says:
blowjob?
♠Khai says:
the dirty mind
♠Khai says:
like every guy has a dirty mind
THERE U GO KHAI. and im sure its called analogy.
♥Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Its like crying when you were a baby
Its like tickling and laughing
Its like colouring barney purple
Its like painting heartshape w red paint
Its like running when caught in a rain
Its like kissing mummy goodnight
Its like smiling when your happy
Its like frowning when you face trouble
Its like caterpillar growing into a butterfly
Its like falling asleep when your real tired
Its like rainbow after the heavy rain
Its like dreaming with a smile
Its like the orange sunset every evening
Its like the bright stars staying around the moon
Its like speaking yr mind when yr best fren is around
Its like breathing the air.....
If only love is that simple and easy.
Was this all part of my avoidance?
Its like tickling and laughing
Its like colouring barney purple
Its like painting heartshape w red paint
Its like running when caught in a rain
Its like kissing mummy goodnight
Its like smiling when your happy
Its like frowning when you face trouble
Its like caterpillar growing into a butterfly
Its like falling asleep when your real tired
Its like rainbow after the heavy rain
Its like dreaming with a smile
Its like the orange sunset every evening
Its like the bright stars staying around the moon
Its like speaking yr mind when yr best fren is around
Its like breathing the air.....
If only love is that simple and easy.
Was this all part of my avoidance?
♥Monday, September 15, 2008
Back at square one.
♥Saturday, September 13, 2008
Firstly, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MELVIN TEO! present on the way. =D
It feels good to be able to wake up at 12 in e noon. i still love that feeling best.
Granny's bday bash at aunt's and its alws those scrumptious food on table that brings a hike in my weight. From my fav honey chicken wings ever since i was a child to those mouth-watering fruit salad. (screw fats for a min pls) Oh man. Dinner at her place is alws a love-hate situation. Love the food, hate the fats. hahahaha
Anyway, coussie played tarots cards and everyone was practically lining up for their life to be read n told upon. It aint really bullshit actually. Mummy asked sth abt work and its woah-accurate for her. I wanted to ask if i will ever become a lawyer one day. But oh, screw that, i dun need tarot cards to get my answer. I can figure that out from the result slips. Still, somehow, it kinda got me all hyped up and interested abt tarots. im gonna get a deck and start reading minds n future. afterwhich i'll turn my room into the den. you know, dark and with alot bindings and mabbe a crystal ball which can look into the future. and i'll wear that scarf thing ard my head. and start chanting spells and all. Come come. whoever wants their future read, come to me. cheap cheap. i give 20% discount. muhahahahahah!
Back to my hk show.
all that pretence.
It feels good to be able to wake up at 12 in e noon. i still love that feeling best.
Granny's bday bash at aunt's and its alws those scrumptious food on table that brings a hike in my weight. From my fav honey chicken wings ever since i was a child to those mouth-watering fruit salad. (screw fats for a min pls) Oh man. Dinner at her place is alws a love-hate situation. Love the food, hate the fats. hahahaha
Anyway, coussie played tarots cards and everyone was practically lining up for their life to be read n told upon. It aint really bullshit actually. Mummy asked sth abt work and its woah-accurate for her. I wanted to ask if i will ever become a lawyer one day. But oh, screw that, i dun need tarot cards to get my answer. I can figure that out from the result slips. Still, somehow, it kinda got me all hyped up and interested abt tarots. im gonna get a deck and start reading minds n future. afterwhich i'll turn my room into the den. you know, dark and with alot bindings and mabbe a crystal ball which can look into the future. and i'll wear that scarf thing ard my head. and start chanting spells and all. Come come. whoever wants their future read, come to me. cheap cheap. i give 20% discount. muhahahahahah!
Back to my hk show.
all that pretence.
♥Thursday, September 11, 2008
HOLLA!
I have got this urge to update my blog every single day cos work is real dilemma. Much joy in doing things u like, yet the fear of getting chide by the atas. Say. Lawyers are a bunch of suckers, suckers for sarcasm. i panic for my little and protected self when i approach some of them. Just thinking of what to say when engaging in various conversation with them is enff to kill all the limited brain cells i have up there. I swear she got that intention when she decided to chunk all the papers and file upon me, demanding for my understanding to the case and sorting the various papers out. Oh, save me. tiring day fighting with my brain, ordering it to operate at a high systematic level of intelligence, despite the presence of the strong and demonic devil known as 'lethargy'. I wonder why im still so thrilled for work tmr....
Cos its friday lah. hahahahaha
okay no. Cos its Court Session tmr. Count me lucky or what, I missed the first and the second chance came knocking by, FAST! but I seriously hope my "oh!-my-interns-are-invisible" boss will rmb her date with us! She hasnt spoke more den 5 sentences to us since day 1. There is a high likelihood that she might not even kno wads my name. No work from her, no nothing. Jus "hi" and "bye". Wadeva, No way i can fail SIP den. Imagine she needs to assess my perfomance at e end of my 3months, and on the last day she went like "OOO? wads her name?"
Forget it. anyway, dear zs spent his evening accompanying me to get white top for court session tmr as well as KFC-ing. (thanks dude!) so yes, its apparent how anxious i am to go for my court visit.
I was complaining to mummy that she might forget. and that i shld had asked her sth like,
"so im suppose to wear black n white tmr for the court visit?"
Know, Just to remind her.
But i forget.. and bro replied me:
"aiya, nvm la, you jus go up to her tmr and ask 'Mdm, so what time are we going?' More straight forward!"
hahaha. oooo. nice idea. plan to be executed as planned. Friday is love. and i miss training. fats building up. BIG TIME. and okay. Meanwhile, im off to bed. yes its only 11.21pm and I love my healthy lifestyle.
I have got this urge to update my blog every single day cos work is real dilemma. Much joy in doing things u like, yet the fear of getting chide by the atas. Say. Lawyers are a bunch of suckers, suckers for sarcasm. i panic for my little and protected self when i approach some of them. Just thinking of what to say when engaging in various conversation with them is enff to kill all the limited brain cells i have up there. I swear she got that intention when she decided to chunk all the papers and file upon me, demanding for my understanding to the case and sorting the various papers out. Oh, save me. tiring day fighting with my brain, ordering it to operate at a high systematic level of intelligence, despite the presence of the strong and demonic devil known as 'lethargy'. I wonder why im still so thrilled for work tmr....
Cos its friday lah. hahahahaha
okay no. Cos its Court Session tmr. Count me lucky or what, I missed the first and the second chance came knocking by, FAST! but I seriously hope my "oh!-my-interns-are-invisible" boss will rmb her date with us! She hasnt spoke more den 5 sentences to us since day 1. There is a high likelihood that she might not even kno wads my name. No work from her, no nothing. Jus "hi" and "bye". Wadeva, No way i can fail SIP den. Imagine she needs to assess my perfomance at e end of my 3months, and on the last day she went like "OOO? wads her name?"
Forget it. anyway, dear zs spent his evening accompanying me to get white top for court session tmr as well as KFC-ing. (thanks dude!) so yes, its apparent how anxious i am to go for my court visit.
I was complaining to mummy that she might forget. and that i shld had asked her sth like,
"so im suppose to wear black n white tmr for the court visit?"
Know, Just to remind her.
But i forget.. and bro replied me:
"aiya, nvm la, you jus go up to her tmr and ask 'Mdm, so what time are we going?' More straight forward!"
hahaha. oooo. nice idea. plan to be executed as planned. Friday is love. and i miss training. fats building up. BIG TIME. and okay. Meanwhile, im off to bed. yes its only 11.21pm and I love my healthy lifestyle.
♥Wednesday, September 10, 2008
I could almost feel the pain and agony of going to work every morning, the daily routine of sleeping before 12am and waking up at 7am, taking bus at 8am and reaching work at 9am. Lunch at 1pm then end at 6pm. Oh man. 3months of such life. KILLLL ME PLEASE?
and there isnt really any goodlooking interns/lawyers for my eyes to feast on. You noe, usually the anticipation and fretfulness upon such magnificent sight will create palpitating heartbeata and tends to set off the motivation to said life mentioned above. but seems like there is no such luck. (and i hope no colleagues of mine will ever come across this blog. esp the gentlemen)
woookays, first day of work, was surprising erm, less boring den expected. Disappointing due to the fact tt we were almost able to attend court session if it wasnt bcos we were not dressed in black and white. Anyways, Engelin Teh Practice LLC is the firm. The place is pretty cool. Great layout, condusive enviroment, toilet is sweeeet. damn clean and shiny. and yes, nice peeps and all. Ms Rani helped us alot on our first day, thou she's pretty new to the company too. Well, reached, said hi, went to desk, smiled, sat down, started talking to ab, played "21 questions", looked around, wishing somebody would notice our presence. and OH, 1 and a half hour later, our presence were finally felt. Work taught and allocated. We were taught to draft Bill of Cost and Time Cost, and bam! the hours flew by thereafter. but the comp is kinda sucky cos its friggin windows 98! It feels rather foreign to me. and No. No pun intended. PLUS, Ab's comp was spoilt while my IE cant be used. so we both shifted desk, FAR FAR AWAY! im using some lawyer room temporarily until my IE is fixed. actually, it can remain tt way, i dun mind using the room. =D
Meanwhile, i tried all means and ways to avoid going anywhere near topics about studies/WOS/MOA/MOA default in judgement & bah bah bah during conversation with people, esp lawyer.. I CANT RMB NO SHIT PLEASE. My brain's all wiped out. and hello, results just further proved my point. C+ for Civ Pro yo. damn it! okay back to e point, Mr Yeo brought me out for lunch and started asking all law/studies related stuff. and my replies were practically, stuttering and convo went like;
He: "so, you said you've studied Civ Pro. what did you learn in it?"
Me (confidently):"Oh, hmm mainly drafting and all."
He: "ooo? isit? what do you draft?"
Me (slightly shaken): "erm like filing and service of WOS, MOS, MOA"
He: "uh huh, so tell me how is the procedure like? what do you file first?"
Me (DAMN IT DAMN IT!): "errr, Writ... den MOS and MOA?
He: "before u file the MOS wad must u do?"
Me (kanchiong-ing) : "errr errr errr?"
He: "yes?"
(after 3mins) (awkward silence) (bah bah bah) (blinked, looked around)
He: "You will have to serve it on the defendant first right! tts wad MOService is about yes?"
Me: "OH, yes, yes....."
Sigh, and it went further on. its basically what the whole lunch topic was about. This is so bad okay. ON MY FIRST DAY?! LIKE WHYYYYY! Ab escaped this cos he was fasting and din wan to join us. Its okay, i learn along the way. Tmr will be a better day. I look forward to my wake up call at 7am. =D
and there isnt really any goodlooking interns/lawyers for my eyes to feast on. You noe, usually the anticipation and fretfulness upon such magnificent sight will create palpitating heartbeata and tends to set off the motivation to said life mentioned above. but seems like there is no such luck. (and i hope no colleagues of mine will ever come across this blog. esp the gentlemen)
woookays, first day of work, was surprising erm, less boring den expected. Disappointing due to the fact tt we were almost able to attend court session if it wasnt bcos we were not dressed in black and white. Anyways, Engelin Teh Practice LLC is the firm. The place is pretty cool. Great layout, condusive enviroment, toilet is sweeeet. damn clean and shiny. and yes, nice peeps and all. Ms Rani helped us alot on our first day, thou she's pretty new to the company too. Well, reached, said hi, went to desk, smiled, sat down, started talking to ab, played "21 questions", looked around, wishing somebody would notice our presence. and OH, 1 and a half hour later, our presence were finally felt. Work taught and allocated. We were taught to draft Bill of Cost and Time Cost, and bam! the hours flew by thereafter. but the comp is kinda sucky cos its friggin windows 98! It feels rather foreign to me. and No. No pun intended. PLUS, Ab's comp was spoilt while my IE cant be used. so we both shifted desk, FAR FAR AWAY! im using some lawyer room temporarily until my IE is fixed. actually, it can remain tt way, i dun mind using the room. =D
Meanwhile, i tried all means and ways to avoid going anywhere near topics about studies/WOS/MOA/MOA default in judgement & bah bah bah during conversation with people, esp lawyer.. I CANT RMB NO SHIT PLEASE. My brain's all wiped out. and hello, results just further proved my point. C+ for Civ Pro yo. damn it! okay back to e point, Mr Yeo brought me out for lunch and started asking all law/studies related stuff. and my replies were practically, stuttering and convo went like;
He: "so, you said you've studied Civ Pro. what did you learn in it?"
Me (confidently):"Oh, hmm mainly drafting and all."
He: "ooo? isit? what do you draft?"
Me (slightly shaken): "erm like filing and service of WOS, MOS, MOA"
He: "uh huh, so tell me how is the procedure like? what do you file first?"
Me (DAMN IT DAMN IT!): "errr, Writ... den MOS and MOA?
He: "before u file the MOS wad must u do?"
Me (kanchiong-ing) : "errr errr errr?"
He: "yes?"
(after 3mins) (awkward silence) (bah bah bah) (blinked, looked around)
He: "You will have to serve it on the defendant first right! tts wad MOService is about yes?"
Me: "OH, yes, yes....."
Sigh, and it went further on. its basically what the whole lunch topic was about. This is so bad okay. ON MY FIRST DAY?! LIKE WHYYYYY! Ab escaped this cos he was fasting and din wan to join us. Its okay, i learn along the way. Tmr will be a better day. I look forward to my wake up call at 7am. =D
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♥Sunday, September 7, 2008
mj mode is switched on recently. ive been playing alot..
fun mode is switched on since forever.. im so enjoying my holidays, so much so that im dreading work..... 9-6 is hell. ITS TAKING AWAY MY DAYLIGHT! damn it.
and bbq w the gang today was only half satisfying. DAMN THE RAIN. DAMN DAMN DAMN. douchebags! i guess family guy had made me into a crankier person ever, following stewie, the baby in the man/the man in the baby. whichever.. BUT HE SO FARNEEE I TELL YOU. I can like spend my whole day jus watching family guy. =D
okay back to e point, the bbq was purrfect until dear droplets from the sky fell. it doesnt help when u have people setting up fire at one min and it started to pour like theres not tmr the next min okay! HELLLO! fire not easy to start eh! waste food somemore. and premium otah was superb, chicken wings were good, satay super nice, horogs are the funniest food and i swear company's the best. =D played muderer under shelter. I bet the guys love this game big time huh. ESP KHAI AB KENNETH AND RAVI! HAHAHAHAHA. tickle tickle!
oh wells. sip is so gonna take our life away frm fun. pls pls pls may this 3 months be over asap. i cant believe it. it hasnt even started and im already wishing it to end.
tell me howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
fun mode is switched on since forever.. im so enjoying my holidays, so much so that im dreading work..... 9-6 is hell. ITS TAKING AWAY MY DAYLIGHT! damn it.
and bbq w the gang today was only half satisfying. DAMN THE RAIN. DAMN DAMN DAMN. douchebags! i guess family guy had made me into a crankier person ever, following stewie, the baby in the man/the man in the baby. whichever.. BUT HE SO FARNEEE I TELL YOU. I can like spend my whole day jus watching family guy. =D
okay back to e point, the bbq was purrfect until dear droplets from the sky fell. it doesnt help when u have people setting up fire at one min and it started to pour like theres not tmr the next min okay! HELLLO! fire not easy to start eh! waste food somemore. and premium otah was superb, chicken wings were good, satay super nice, horogs are the funniest food and i swear company's the best. =D played muderer under shelter. I bet the guys love this game big time huh. ESP KHAI AB KENNETH AND RAVI! HAHAHAHAHA. tickle tickle!
oh wells. sip is so gonna take our life away frm fun. pls pls pls may this 3 months be over asap. i cant believe it. it hasnt even started and im already wishing it to end.
tell me howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
♥Tuesday, September 2, 2008
I figured its not so difficult after all. Giving things up and letting it go actually feels good. Its like a load of your shoulder, a sigh of relieve, lesser burden to bear and a lighter life. So much happier. I kno I should have quit being so hard up on myself and expecting things that cant be given to me. I know im all well now when u left w/o saying a word yet im not bothered. I known ive seen through things, seen through you and me, seen through all that i have yet to see. I know you are slowly having less grip on me and i know we both need time apart. when love gets tiring on one's part, its almost down to the point of no return on both's part..
I guess i'll just be fine
'cept sometimes i'll still miss you,
but at least at the bottom line,
I know I will get through. =)
I guess i'll just be fine
'cept sometimes i'll still miss you,
but at least at the bottom line,
I know I will get through. =)
