HELLO GOODBYE

Im back to watching "One litre of tears."

Firstly she is hella PREETY!!!! just. damn sweet. (:

Secondly, i have been repeating this show for like the third time. It still triggers my tears everytime it reaches the same scene. ah yah la..... dorky or wadeva. but its reali sad, plus its a real story.

Thirdly, its jus plain entertaining.

On a random note, Alvin got Mr Krab (is tt e name?)
Yes, its hermit crab, the one with the shell over its body and it can change shell as time passes. yawn. i still prefer a hamster............................. *hint hint* to whoever

(:

Oh yes yes, after so long, stef's bday photos are finally up, and its frm qirui, not jasss. Do some self reflection , JASSSS. huh huh huh.

old school.

Funniest.

Coolest

Alot more den these 2. One day, when i got photoshop frm qirui, i'll make full use of it. (:

26/27 July......

was zy's chalet. The night sure passed fast. stayed up pratically the whole night to mahjong and 21. The guys were insane, ive nv seen ppl playing 21 until so dam high.

Kevin: "HUATTTT AH!!!"
Everybody:"AHHHHH WOOOOO!!!"
and all embarked on that journey through out da night............

but i tell u, im efffing cursed! Im bound to lose all my money once i gamble.. like WHAT...... cant i jus win for ONCE? arg. $15 bucks okay................. i can do alot with it den getting it wasted on 21. not cool.

So i watched and laughed and cheered (for ppl other den myself) den decided it getting bored and switched to beginners mahjong session with aaron, yingwei, cailin and cheryl. It was fun thou the "winning" kick wasnt present, at least no fear of losing money. (: i won okay! like... 5bucks of chips i tink! tts an acheivement. (: if only we played money.

NO...... cos if i had involved money, i'll had lost everything
(and lets not consider the fact tt i had a pro beside me telling me wad to do at times.)

okay, tts a reminder... so remember!

still, ITS AN ACHEIVEMENT!

den breakfast at mac with bee, aaron, cheryl and bday boy. it was back home to slp all e way............

28 July
Hair cut. but more like no diff. im sort of done with getting bangs. I look like a dork with them.. gotta supress my fetish for beautiful bangs cos my face is jus a NONO.. unfair.....................

and i decided i got no mood to continue blogging. hahahahaa. bye all!

Woke up with a real bad thoat plus my left ear stucked. ARGG i hate it when my ear gets stuck. its like............. its stuck. dam irritating! and this often means im abt to get sick. im alr popping herbal sweets. hopefully it gets better............

*cross finger*

Yes, lets blog abt happy stuffs

1. Nike bazzar ended! no more lonely breaks, dog like working hours and bossy in charge.
2. Money coming in for my 4days of work! *stretch my neck*
3. Got to know reali cool people during these time. Cute guys as well- JAPPPP! (:
4. Baby was sweet enff to get me donut factory! double choc!!
5. Hung out with vball peeps. like finally, after so long.
6. Shopped and got lotsa tops with my pay, ON CREDIT hahaha.
7. Chalet and beach with baby on Monday at sentosa!
8. Was forgiven. Load off my mind (:
9. having frens like raudhah n leewei whose alws willing to be there (:
10. Life is still well n WONDERFUL!

anyway, my grp of frens got a lil retard and start to bet on water fountain.........................

Some said the water in e fountain is made of nylon strings. cos the water seems to be gg upwards den changed direction to downwards plus light travelling in it.

while some said its not.

So experimented. They used a bottle to throw across............................... and VIOLA!

Its pure water. "No strings attached."
eh! hahahahhahaha jus happen to tot of it.

Ah yes. jus tt. Fascinate abt it.

now im back to slacking. i wan temp jobs. with better pay, nicer working conditon, more workers' welfare taken care of and a more appreciative incharge as well.

Im demanding i noe. but isnt life abt demanding for more ? (:

Been working at nike bazaar this 2 days. Today was busy. everyone asking for sizes and i gotta carry the shoes. ugh. DEAR FRENS, come down n show some love to me (: They got great shoes. Get'em frm me! (: will be much appreciated. But loser melvin seah sheng ming isnt coming tmr. lazy bum. the funny thing is, ive nv spoke to wei xiang n xiong zheng in my whole of sec sch life before. but jus 2days working with them, i find them relatively cute n fun. hahahahha. yeah. nth much. jus blabbering.

Cant imagine saturday n sunday... i can totally see the crowd in my brains now..................... i jus wan this over and done with. money to me! (:

thanks huiming for e shirt n pants frm thai!! super cute.
thanks huiming n siewwen for e splitting of velocity vouchers
thanks chin guan for e job to keep my occupied.
thanks melvin for the donuts tmr (:

NIGHTS ALL!

"Hey, can i ask you a question?"
"Yeah, sure"
"Erm... do u tink honesty is good?"
"Errr yah of cos."
"okay so im gonna be very honest...."
"yar?"
"i tink..... yr very attractive. can i have yr number pls?"

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
classic.

Guilt quickly engalfed me as i realised what a big blunder i had made. But isnt forgivness meant for people who are repentant? I AM, still, i would only say that when im the one asking for it. Wad if im the one whose pissed. will i forgive someone so readily? The answer is "No"

All the more im worried.

But we knew each other since forever and i was never treated tt way. Is it necessary to kill the frenship over such matters that doesnt reali mean alot.

or does it?

All the unreplied smses. Will anger subside? Long mates, must i pacify and beg for forgivness after everything? Well they say the more u trust the person, the more mad yr'll get. If u still do not forgive, does it mean that yr not a fren worthy to keep or does it mean I matters alot, thus explaining the rising anger u have.

I dunnoe
but people. what do u tink?

Ultimately, Im guilty and Im sorry.

15/9/07
Stef's bday. had picnic with the gang at ECP. stef,rong,jamie,jass,rui,wenjun,jeffrey and myself! Pretty sweet, stef was blind folded all the way from serangoon to ECP, till she reaches our spot. den it was all e food and games. Utmost pleasure. Indian poker was the best. hahahhaa. and cam whored all the way till ppl starts to get mother nature's call. Den had a nice chat with jeff along e way home. (: dearest jasss and rui pls send e photos to me if u see this! Pictures will come soon.

16/9/07
went novena with bee and zisheng. hanging out with them makes me feel like im sort of cheating their winnings frm e velocity beach comp. ahahaha. anyways, tried spending this 10dollars voucher frm MINGLES. and ended up getting cheated. in e end we have to pay cash for e food. its a lousy place anyway. dun even bother to ask where. we played zhong ji mi ma with e left overs. all kena. hahaha funny. i was lucky. got salads while the 2guys got like lemon with sauces and mustard! which both zs n i hated. den it was aunt's housewarming. and.... food. i guess? hahahha

17/9/07
Celebrated angel's bday at abel's. decided to treat angel to our homemade dishes. (: so abel and i prepared black pepper spag! eh eh. dun open yr mouth. I NOE how to cook okay. In fact, i assisted abel in the whole process. and the spag was splendid!! no, i din praise it cos i cooked it. just errrr. stating a fact. muhahaha. Monoploy-ed after lunch. err. like its been years since i last played tt. I remember i used to go to my cousin's and the first thing i said was "eh play monopoly!" khoonie, if u see this, u noe wad i mean! (:

i tink i was so beat, i went home n slp after tt. (:

18/9/07
Met baby and watched rogue assasin. not bad. was rather gruesome and bloody. should be M18 show. i'll rate it 3/5. Unless yr a die hard fights-lover. den perhaps 5/5 for u. rong came over and hang out after and had lil chats.

Eh shit, STAND BY YR DECISION. dun be waived by him anymore. aint nice to be feeling tt way. i noe. oh well, sama-sama. we should stop all e nonsense.

like i mentioned. I sort of leeched on baby's winnings for e beach comp. He got me a paul frank top. with the vouchers. i love it. darn cute. (: thank you!

Its a week thing. Monday-Saturday. no idea whr sun goes. i figured they had no place to put the 7th pic. Sadly, paul, (or frank) was cut off on thursday which was the cutest! oh well. nvm (: the main thing is me after all! muahahahahha.

BYE ALL!

Alltheifsinthewholewouldfitsintothedoubtseachandeveryonehasinthem.

It means guilt for people who regretted,
confirmation for people who is unsure,
consolation for people who failed
and a threat for people who is dogged

which catergory do u belongs to?

I miss u pretty much.

If only.

Im losing slp over bullshits. fuck.

Stitches out today! Im finally freed frm my wisdom tooth. say GOODBYE! (:

my dearest drew cute stuff for me; topped with a lily. real sweet (:

huhh... he's being so nice?! cheh. aftermath of not seeing me for a week. admit it.

oh, did I say sth? (: yar, anyways, den went tiong baruh market. Nice auntie finally directed us to the correct routh after us walking ard boohoo-ly. Its darn near frm SGH lahs..... some smart ass said i walked the wrong way. ITS CORRECT okay! just..... not there. YET! Well, its was totally cheap n good food i say.

towned, shopped and got like frigging cheap shirt at 5bucks. Im deprived. its been dunnoe ages since i last went shopping. Dun ask me why. no money, no mood, no time, no money and no money. hahahha. anyway, its a good deal, mind you, with good material, uh well, even if it tears and got screwed after one wash, its alrighty, cause its jus 5bucks. (: den saw alv's fren who worked at the shop im getting my stuff. discounts n more discounts. hehehe. No, Dont scrowl at me with that "eww! typical singaporean" look. So? i bet u love discounts too! =D

Im gonna start finding a job soon. worst comes, i'll jus work tt mac operator thing. will be with frens n bee anyway. gonna get pass daddy first. yeah. *cross fingers*

People are gg thailand at 4am later........... im jealous...... thailand.. wat a good time to shop. damn. Its okay, i shall not be a voodoo lover and curse. i have a open heart. so i wish them good health trg out the trip, wish them fun, good bargains, more fun, more gifts (for me!) and... bon voyage, dears!

Bummers. so till then, i'll jus indulge in self entertainment. been looking at photos online.melv's intro.

http://www.deviantart.com/

they're pretty cool. currently into landscapes photography. and black n white. they attracts me! Enjoy the site all.

GOODNIGHTS! (:

I jus browsed trg frenster and saw this Celeste Chen girl whom i personally thinks she disgusts me alot. But i wont comment more. disgusting is jus the lest i could say. No, she did not offend me. just could not stand the way she slutted herself all over frenster n blogs. like ugh. havent u got some self respect dear? BOO HOO! Go eat rocks.

Being fixed at home recently makes me realise how much time i dun spend with my parents. Tuesday is off day for daddy and mummy happens to get her off today as well. so being a filial daughter, I woke up at 7am and followed them ard. well. no regrets. cos im finally able to get outta hse after so long. anyway, went to the new tiong baruh market for their famous "chui kueh" ehh its damn cheap ok. 4for$1 and the serving aint small. Comparing to the ones at the market near my place, its 4for$1 for some $#%^$%$# lousy taste. No wonder there are secret recipes.

Den, saw this shop where the uncle grind the coffee beans on the spot for the customers. the are selling for like 1kg $7 for the cheapest. and the most expensive ones goes up to 1kg$13! wow. its like twice the amt. Check out the machine.

super antique. i can imagine all e way back into the 80s. din noe there are still people doing them manually today. I tot all are mass produced in the fac. hahaha. im a bloody cavewoman.

Anyway, im still trying to compile all the photos in a picture itself and i have yet to receive the law photos. chey..... BUT BUT BUT meanwhile, for those who misses yours truly, here u go! (:

CAN U ALL SEE THE FUTURE LAWYER! (:

nah, jus kidding

Hello all, Im back. (:

Firstly, im all well. thanks for those who sent smses to check on me. (: appreciate it alot! Well, not much to share cos basically i was aslp most of the time. Only rmb the last sentence i spoke was, "are u my dentist?" and a nurse told me to breath in n out den within 2sec i was aslp. At that moment i keep thinking "why dun i feel anything?" tts when i tried asking the women if she was my doctor,but come to tink of it now, tt moment i was alr senseless. Its a weird feeling lahh.... and i could hear the nurse toking to me, asking me stuff which i tot i rmb, but actually i dun. wahahaha. den i coughed a few times b4 i fell aslp completely. and the first thing i heard when im awake was "okay done alr." and somebody asked if im okay..... den i nod and went to slp again.

Strangely, my teeth doesnt hurt much, but rather, i felt nauseous, giddy, headache trg out ystd. It was terrible. like. killer....... body rejected all food and water intake. i jus slept my way trg. until today, i felt better and could eat porridge and cakes. Dearest mummy cooked frog legs porridge for me. (: delicious. but got sick of it after eating them for the whole day. den ate Ramily burger!! wahahah. it wasnt as bad as i tot. i could still eat soft stuff and chew with my front tooth. the swell wasnt bad. jus alil puffy. well, i got my 4 teeth as well. but i figured it might be gross posting them online. so yeah. wait till i give them abit of washing!

Well, 8days MC, i got lots of time for everything. Finally! my worries are over! for all this, i thank God for being there when i need him the most. and thanks to all my beloved frens! nights all!

After a short chat with abel and mel, i feel better. Thanks so much. So i look forward to having my teeth dug out and good luck to siew wen and huiming for beach tmr! U noe i'll love to join u guys! win some kick ass money back! (:

Meanwhile, check this out. FREAKING CUTE! Monkey n dog doing sit ups!

Today will be a happy day, if it wasnt for my dad. i tink im close to disliking him on the serious note. He should just, look ard him and see the world isnt in its 70s. I cant take it anymore. its alws me. trying to accomodate. i got sick of it. Give yrself a break la.

Get a life,dad! U should jus stop.
Stop being a loser and tink tt girls who comes home late ( after 7) is wild.
Stop thinking that girls who wore sleeveless is cheap.
Stop tinking that i should have all my meals at home
Stop tinking any guys who called must be my boyfriend.
Stop acting like u noe wads gg on in my life when u dun.
Stop tinking that the whole world is lying except yrself
Stop being such a male egoist
Stop watching tv once u reach home and start to shed some fats off yr stomach.
Lastly, stop being such a caveman and learn how to use the com in yr freetime instead of finding faults with me. In that case, u can see this post. JUST FOR U!

I dont care if i sounded like some spoiled brat or childish kid. he's jus..
downright loser.

Counting down...... one more day. i ate like, hell alot today... gonna continue my last day of eating spree tmr for steamboat! hahahahaha! den i made a list of wad im gonna eat. My 3 dish course. (:

Starter:
Soup/ Mash Potatoe

Main Course:
Porridge(standard)

Dessert:
Brownie(which i so happen to baked it a lil too soft)

Den it goes on.......... repeating for every meal. ):

This is NOT getting over paranoid okay. We must plan in advance!! (: i told mummy, she's agreeable. I specifically wanted 7-11 mash potatoe, i tot it was abit too demanding. but got a shock when mummy said "OKAY" wow!! was tinking it will be my chance to act like a spoiled brat for a week. =)

Meanwhile, Melvin promised donuts after i recovered. MARK YR WORDS!
Soon, i shall meet up with ppl.... rong, tong, raud, peilin, mel, qiling, mich, shaun, clement, guocheng and, duane for mahjong! HAHAH. holidays are love, cant agree more! (:

Im back from a long day out.

Firstly it was Law brochures photo taking. Mr Looi asking a few of us to be e "model" for the brochure. Well, brought us to e Supreme Court, went trg the security check point where the guard held this stick of something and scan for metal with us. Den proceed on to a mini cafe where we ordered 3cups of lemon tea costing up to 12bucks. =D LIKE 12BUCKS?! omg. i could eat a meal with that. i dun care if i sound like a caveman and some cheapo auntie. 12bucks for ice lemon tea will nv work for me. well, mabbe until im a lawyer earning thousands per month! 12bucks is peas to me (:

Anyway, the photographer came and we were like told to walk in and out of the Supreme Court. and supposingly "talking naturally". We tot of topics... sch, chalet, frens, work. everything under the sun! but the number of times we were told to do it over n over again, leads us to a point where we ran out of topic to talk abt, and susequently, we were jus gg "Yes, so we are suppose to talk... talk, wads there to talk abt? *smile*" and VIOLA! done. so duh...... i can imagine model's photo taking session. i'll seriously get face cramps.

But it gets pretty fun at e old Supreme Court, most of the time we were jus fooling ard and taking candid shots. hahahha! acting like a lawyer who jus came out from a court session smiling like we won the case! wahahahh! okay, its a once and never experience okay. i doubt i'll get e chance to do that.

Overall, it was pretty fun. Got to noe a few of them and was able to click quite ok. oh well. shall wait for the photos to be out! =D

Next was class chalet. All is fine. Dearest LeeWei woke me up at 5.38AM with the brightest "GOOD MORNING!" ever, asking for contact lens casing. U noe lw, if yr reading this, there is sth called sms which i can read when im awake!? Anyway, i couldnt slp and woke up to bake brownies. wahahaha. den it was jus bbq and games and chats trg the night. (: Gatherings lidat are much loves!

lastly, counting down 2 days to my op. Im nervous like shit. imagine one week of pain. I promise to stuff all hard n chewy stuff down my throat for this 2days. for i gotta survive on porridge for the rest of the week. somebody tell me to calm down...............................

Photos up once i get hold of them!! Meanwhile, wait!! (: nights all!

FOOEETING, EDITH