HELLO GOODBYE

My splendid brain is growing some fungus despite endless nights of mugging. I dunnoe why. jus wanna say that. Exams are.. so far so cool. except that blardy cgc is killing me, like coldhard stabbing me aliveee. That explains my presence here when the paper is tomolooooooo. Oh no, that doesnt. not techincally. but you get my point.

FUCK cgc.

and thats not being vulgar. There is just no better word to express my feeeling naooooo.

On a random note, I cant fathom things. damn tiring to keep guessing. Its like playing games, games that aint easy to figure and definitely extremely hard to win. Ima sore loser for sure. I cant and dun like to lose. or mabbe im jus plain stupid. As usual. sigh. and sometimes I think I ran out of words midway. like now. right now. RIGHT NA NA NA!

yeahhh. weird luhhh, but. whateva.

OHH, did I mention tmr is graduation day! (provided cgc is cool) cheerie! and jus in case euuu missh moiiiz,

HIIIIIII! (:

aint much of a bimbo. jus half. =D

mmmkay. time is burnt. gonna get back to stabbing myself alive. AGAIN!?

Our song is the slamming screen doors
sneaking out late tapping on your window
when we're on the phone and we talk reaaaal slow
Cause its late and your mama dont know

Our song is the way you laugh
the first date, man i din kiss you
and i shld have.
and when I got home, before I say amen
asking God if He..
could play it againnn.

(:

Hello mates,

HOW? Ive been waking up feeling like the lousiest shit eva and that totally spoils my day. Beat that.

SIGH! its not pms cmon shallow people. but again, i got no better explanation.
rawrrr.

Love, Edith.

HOI HOI HOI!
LOOK WHO HIT THE BIG 2 NOW! (him, not her) WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Anyways, here's to the dude who nv failed to stay awake and give me the attention when i really needed them. So, HAPPY 20TH BIRDDDDDDAY SIOL.. Eh bang. muka mcm steam aje sehhhhh.

AH AH AH! =D

even when everything else falls, i know that girl will alws be there. (:

WHAT AM I GONNA DO WHEN U LEAVE FOR THE DOPIES?!

20mins into the post, I'm still staring into the blank space. typed, backspace, typed, backspaced, typed, backspaced. Its like throwing a ball against the wall, it keeps bouncing back.

3.35 pm. the clock seems to tick really really really slow.

My Valentine

Love the day, the bag, the pictures and you. (:

For everything was a dream, the sweetest dream. But just a dream.

I on my comp, checked my email and received the coolest mail from Raudhah for the day. or week or month. okay. maybe even year. So instead of forwarding it to one million people, i shall full use of blog. I HAVE TO SHARE THIS!!!!

Right, here goes.

OPRAH WINFREY HAD THIS TO SAY ABOUT MEN

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.

If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.

Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends'. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think 'it will get better. You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.

Never let a man know everything.* He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behaviour.* Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are. Even if he has more education or in a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god. is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's man.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...Compromise is two way street.

You need time to heal between relationships...There is nothing cute about baggage...Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...Look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted

Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. *Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Scared of being alone is what makes a lot of women stay in relationships that are abusive or hurtful.

You should know that you're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone and if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing.

If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one. They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices. Make the right one.

Ladies take care of your own hearts....

Share this with other women and men (just so they know)...

You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.

I got this sudden urge to turn into a downright bookworm with the nerdy specs and center parting hair and lock myself in my room for the entire week. I bet i will score straight As. oh, that is if I have yet to die stabbing myself due to extreme boredom.

UGH! I HATE PROJECTS!!!!

but ironically I just love sch. How does that sound.

Sighs. Women.

First for the first

BEN<3

Finally I can breathe.

The entire week has been hectic, with never ending tests and tight deadlines for projects. Okay, i had weeks to settle them, but tts really beside the point. They had to come crashing all at once. oh, did i mention exams is in 2weeks time and i know nuts? Yurp, not cool at all.

Friday was a breather for us all. Pool is my new dope. volleyball expired. HAHAHA! I swear im motivated to get better at it. While lionel was coaching me at the side, i suck at almost all the straight shots and excel in, errrm slicing (sth harder than normal) hahaha. I'm weird in the weirdest way.

Then law arts night was cool with the correct company. almost like a before graduation get together. uh huh. I so not look forward to it. Mummy's been pestering me for plans after my dip. To continue law or not. I thought i had my mind made up, then got swayed when i thought of overseas studies. No way am i independant enough for that. Tell me abt hitting the big 2. (okay, no, dun remind me.)

Alright.

Randomly, I bet i hvn wish hard enough for my birthday. Please rewind, I'll seriously wish for time.

Love me for a reason,
let the reason be love.

FOOEETING, EDITH