HELLO GOODBYE

Browsing through my frenster earlier, it made me realise how much everyone had grown. Just from the way people and myself typed testimonials, it tickles me each time i read those testimonials.

Suddenly i miss being a kid. I no longer mind people telling me,

"your just a kid la. u dun understand"

although this is one sentence i used to detest deeply. It jus sets me thinking, "FINE! I wanna grow up!!" but yes, upon reaching adulthood, i rather the innocent days when im deem not to understand anything. I mean seriously, who cares. I wanna be the kid that play cooking, barbie and dress up. stay over at cousin's and stay up talking all night long in the dark to avoid auntie's suspision. Look for daddy when i wan a "horse ride" and licking strawberry ice cream off my fingers while im at the park.

Then when im alil older, running off straight after school to play block catching and blind mice at playgrounds. Then feel the fear of getting reprimands from mummy when im back home. Yet i know she will apply medicine that yellow medicine for me and wipe my tears dry while i cry. I never use to realise tha could be such a blessing when im growing older. cos when im back home now with a bruise on my knee, she will go "Rmb to apply medication yrself."

And when im become a teen, i wanna wear my school uniform. Neatly and shirt tucked in with perfectly NON ankle socks. fringe up and no coloured clips. And i no longer have to dodge and hide when disciplinary mistress pass by. I wanna throw eraser at Melvin and Jarryl, while alliance with Qiling and Michelle. den secretly smsing in class when teacher wasnt looking. Feel that kinda embarrassment when Im made to stand during assembly cos i forgot my tie. and the hassle in school life when I hurried to school everyday to copy my maths homework before lesson starts. Most of all, the times when i tried to skip trg by saying we had period and cant make it. Its fun. Its love.

I miss those days. Its amazing how everyone had grew. My frens, my family. everybody. It seems like life is alil too fast paced to slow down to feel each and every moments with your love ones. Many times i failed to show how much i love them. Often i failed to cherish that moments with i held with me, only to feel the pain when they are gone.

People too.

now i tink i miss you. and i hope you will just be well.

FOOEETING, EDITH