and Daddy is a happy man cos i stayed at home. right, i suppose. He seems to be in a great mood today. offered me an apple! HAHA.
not that he never did. just.. u noe. sometimes you jus noe the feeling is different. I gotta admit i noe he cares. but perhaps in a different way. seriously different. he just loves to have me ard his sight. it doesnt matter if im jus rotting away on the couch with a packet of chips and my eyes glued on ANTM or im wasting my life using the computer. as long as Im within his sight, he's fine.
but the moment i leave hse, even for the most meaningful purpose-PROJECT! he will freaking nag. and can imagine the worst for volleyball. he will go like "you playy too much volleyball. since when i see u studying!?" ah, i dun hear him say that to me when im rotting away at home?
weird eyy? presentating MR FOO!
okay, mabbe thats when trust comes in.
perhaps communication with daddy was too little. but sometimes i feel that he din give me that kinda "im interested look" unless u wanna ask him abt discovery channel.
shrugs. still, im trying. i just told him he look darn handsome in his younger times. and asked him why the drastic change. he din get e sacarsm. and jus went on abt how girls used to 'queue' for him. yes. the corny way to boast oneself. oh mabbe that explains the apple =)
actually. he can be quite lovable at times. i emphasize "AT TIMES".
coming back to trust. i tink its time i learn to do that. stop whining. else i can jus throw rocks at myself.
den im gonna get random
Lionel is inspiring. LOOK!
Captain Jack Sparrow ™ says:
memories are left in the mind, thats why the name mah..
btw, MELVIN yr not a bestie for nothing =)
right. adios!
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