Anyway,i need exercise. like badly.
i woke up every morning feeling fatter each day without exercising. yet i cant get myself to the tracks or gym. like i reali envy people like hua lun yw edwin and more. like gyming is their life. hard working dudes. commendable.
something i can never achieve. ah. nvm, im not inspiring to be a top model. i shall jus. be fat n wallow in my tears.
OH, coming to tears. after a short session of babysitting with alv's coach baby girl, i got this sudden wee bit urge to love babies. Im not someone who goes all over babies. but recently ive been taking precise looks at babies. and i realised................................
they got damn good and unblemished skin! grrr.
check out their rosy cheeks. like. pinchable. and kissable. =D
den the once-ever-so-strong mindset that im NOT gonna have a baby when im married began to fade slowly.
But no matter how cute. imagine, having to wake up in the middle of the night, feeding them what? MILK? den sit at a corner of yr bed, patting them to slp. and meanwhile, trying to keep yr eyes wide open. every single delicate move will stun yr baby and screams will blast the whole building. den saliva drips all over yr shirt as u attempt to cuddle the baby to slp again. Whats worst, that bloody husband come up to u and ask u to get the baby to shut up cos he wants to slp. DAMN. this kinda life is a NONO for me. not until i had enff of such peace n noise-less life.
So, at the end of the discussion, babies are undeniably adorable, but not a convincing party to have in my future life.
or at least, not yet.
