HELLO GOODBYE

Actually, it took me awhile.

I guess I would have made a big fuss. I would have scream n shout. I would have cried and get all self pityful. I would have done alot more than what I am doing now... But not anymore. I realised I grew tired of all this. A part of me feels dead suddenly. like. dead and numb. Despite the fact that chances are hard to come by, we blew them one by one expecting for more. Limits there are to everything, everything. So dun ever cross that.

For the very bottom line is the truth.
For nothing else can hurt more then a lie.
For thats what sustain everything else.
For thats what built the trust.
For thats everything im asking for.

I swear I gave my part. I made my promises and kept them well. but not you. I dun even kno how to deal with my disappointment anymore.

Perhaps these few days will be a good break for me after all the exams etc. I reallyyyy need the fun, the rest and the distraction from any other things. E, your stronger then what you think you are. I think.

So, goodnight world. I kinda miss the smile on my face.

FOOEETING, EDITH