HELLO GOODBYE

yes there we go.. TGIF (: and TGMIH also!! anyway, dear me is gg on a one week break from tangs, err before i commit full time with them. from 1oct! i can so imagine my life. Considering the fact that my schedule allows no time for FUN, tell me abt full time. Why, they say money makes the world go round. i agree to a LARGE extend.

Okay! but finally met up w the gang today. movied and chilled at starbucks. times lidat meant e most. The Ugly Truth was really sweet. romance comedy. As much as it doesnt appear to be, well yes it is my type (: Fact is, somehow there IS the big gap between guys n girls.

I mean I can go like 1 million and 1 stuff abt guys. I wont sterotype, fine. but somethings just piss me off and i cant stand keeping quiet feeling like a little sheep. But wads with making promises which one can NEVER, and i mean NEVER fulfil. like hello? If you are not sure, dont say. If you cant do it, dun fucking promise bullshits. You dunnoe how it still send shivers down my spine when I tot of what you've said to me and for all the times you hurled insults at somebody elses for facts that was socially unaccepted in every's eyes, churning everybody to think that you are the world's number 1 boyfriend a girl could ever dreammmmmm of having, and any other are mere peanuts as compared to the great you, geez. i wonder what differs you from those jerks Ive seen. Dont give excuses like "at least I dont club." sometimes clubbers can do better den you.

Nonetheless, I guess time DID prove me right. as much as i wanted to, perception of you can never be altered. You are what you are, and nothing else had changed from the first day i knew you. Im sorry. but we both know it'll never be the same, we both know it will never be back. we're just like a shell now, with no substance in it. Dont blame me for this cos tts the r/s you've created btwn us. there goes all. Good job dude. You won Grammy's Best Actor 2009.

Okay. rants over. Ignore this if you dont get it.

Back track, adelle sim left for netherlands for almost a week. thankfully chats were maintained thou it means like 8pm netherlands and 2am sg. I had this STRONGGGGGGGGGG urge to text her today. But i sort of jammed my fingers halfway. Okay. in short, i miss you la. (: seeeya very soon. pls dun become a ham after stuffing hams every morning. (:

Day has been great despite many, hiccups. but still. love the lunch, love the surprise. Thank you. (:

Goodnight world. DRIVING TMR. like finally.

FOOEETING, EDITH